I didn’t know what Love was until I met him. I never understood what people meant when they would talk about their hearts skipping a beat, getting butterflies when a certain someone would say their name. I mean, it's just another person, right? Wrong.
I never used to know what people meant when they talked about Love. But now I do. I know that when he says my name, my heart skips a beat. He may not realise, but it does. I also Love how completely unaware he is of the affect he has on me. He doesn’t realise that my heartbeat quickens just by hearing his name, or that he is what my life revolves around. Without him, my world wouldn’t be my world.
But I get too jealous, too paranoid. I worry too much that I’ll do something he doesn’t like and I’ll lose him. I’ve lost him once before, and it was as if my world came crashing down around me. I did stupid things when I lost him; I lost him for a stupid reason. But he came back. Because in the face of true Love, you don’t just give up, if you truly love each other, eventually, you will find your way back, and that’s what we did.
I always get mesmerised when I see him, just the way he looks at me, it warms my heart and makes my insides fuzzy. I Love how whenever i'm cold he hugs me,tight, because his skin is always warm, he is my human hot water bottle! I Love how whenever it’s raining, he offers to give me his jacket. I Love how when it’s sunny, his eyes glisten, I know it’s impossible, but when I look in his eyes, I swear I can see his Love.
I couldn’t be without him. I wouldn’t be me. I’d be walking around, smiling, acting like everything was alright. But it wouldn’t be. I’m a master of fake smiles. If I didn’t have him, my body would be a shell. I wouldn’t feel anymore, because he is my heart. He is my world. I know he’d probably say i’m obsessive, that’s another thing I find cute about him, he laughs at his own jokes. But I know i’m just in Love with him. Madly in Love as a matter of fact.
I’ll marry him, I know I will. He is Love. He is what makes me happy, he is my One True Love. I didn’t know what Love was until I got him. Now Love is all I need. He is Love. I Love Him; that’s all there is to it.
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