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LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE
CHAPER THIRTY
 
When I opened my eyes to find myself in Kane’s room I threw the blankets back and went to jump out of the bed only to trip over my jeans that were around my ankles.
Chuckling had me lifting my head to find a semi naked Kane standing in front of me, a towel was the only thing stopping him from being completely naked.
He crouched down in front of me making me blush when I had to fight to keep my eyes above the towel “Bell are you blushing?” I started to shake my head then nodded instead blushing more as he moved closer “do you want to have a closer look” he whispered seductively in my ear.
Groaning I struggled against my jeans trying to get to my feet but fell back down my face falling right where I didn’t want to be.
Closing my eyes I whispered “can you please move” he chuckled then gently lifted my head “baby it wont bite you” I groaned “I know that so stop making fun of me.”
He gave his head a slight shake pulling my face to his “nope I think I like making you blush and I love how your eyes keep moving ever so slightly to check out my package.”
God someone please kill me know I thought as he gently pressed his lips to mine but what had me fighting to get away was when his towel slipped off and he didn’t even worry about picking it up as he pulled me closer against him.
Shoving at his chest and trying to pull away I pleaded with him “Kane please let go of me” he shook his head then gently lifted my shirt up over my head leaving me naked except for my underwear “god baby you are so beautiful” he growled huskily before bending to take my breast into his mouth.
Gasping in fear I shoved as hard as I could trying to get away from him, tears filled my eyes and my body shook in fear.
Kane pulled back and stared into my eyes then slowly he lowered me to the ground moving so his body gently pressed into mine “trust me baby I will not do anything that will hurt you” I looked at him through my tears as he gently lifted my legs wrapping them around his waist as he slid inside of me, I gasped then sobbed as he filled me, he hesitated allowing me to adjust then with a groan he slowly started moving against me.
My breathing picked up and my heart fluttered like a caged bird in my chest, he moaned then covered my mouth his lips hungrily moving against mine.
Clinging to him desperately I tried to catch my breath but with his mouth covering mine I just couldn’t then he started moving faster making us both moan in pleasure.
His hands tightened on my hips as he lifted them up so he could push into me further then with aloud cry into his mouth I shook against him as my world shattered around me.
He gave aloud moan then his own body shook, as soon as he moved away from me I was off the floor and out the door tears falling down my cheeks and blinding me.
Slamming my bedroom door I locked it and just in time when Kane started banging on it “Bell open the door” he shouted banging on it harder.
When I didn’t move to open it he grew angrier “Bell open this fucking door now before I break the fucking thing down” I cringed away from the door when it sounded like he threw himself at it “fuck Bell what is wrong please just talk to me baby” he pleaded.
Moving to sit on the bed I closed my eyes and tried to block him out “Bell what the fuck did I do just tell me please.”
His brother or mine said something to him which only made him angrier as he swore and cursed “what the fuck did I do someone tell me that ha what the fuck did I do wrong to make her act this way, god fucking women are all the fucking same they just expect you to be a mind reader to know what they are thinking and feeling.”
The person said something else then everything went quite except for my loud sobbing, I rolled onto the bed curling into a ball hating myself and hating him for making me feel this way.
When I finally made my way downstairs the house was silent making me wonder where everyone was until I heard Beth’s soft little coos coming from the lounge room.
Hesitantly I made my way to the lounge room door to look in only to find Beth sitting in a little baby rocker chewing her little fists while gabbling to herself.
Throwing a glance around I made my way over then crouched down in front of her “hello baby girl” I whispered scared that someone would catch me “you like those little hands of yours ha?”
When she looked at me with her big green eyes and cooed I laughed then bent down kissing her “you are so beautiful honey I wish I could have a baby like you.”
Loud cursing had me jumping away from Beth in fear just as my brother and Blake carried in an angry Kane.
Kane looked at me through pained filled eyes “Bell?” I looked down at his shoulder to see his shirt soaked with blood making me feel ill.
Blake looked from me to his niece “Annie take Beth out of the room please” Kane shook his head holding his hand out towards me yelping in pain at even that small movement “no I want Bell to stay with me.”
Shaking my head I bent down gently pulling his daughter into my arms “no I can’t sorry Kane” he looked at me pleadingly “please baby I need you here with me” I hesitated torn between putting him at ease and seeing to his daughter then was the fact that just seeing his blood soaked shirt made me sick and if I stayed with him I would have to see more then that.
Nigel solved the problem for us “Kane just let the doc look at you then we will bring Annie back in but trust me she wouldn’t be any good in here while you are bleeding because she would simply faint.”
Kane nodded then after looking at me and his daughter one more time he closed his eyes moaning in pain.
Cuddling his daughter close to my chest I hurried from the room and up the stairs heading for my room.
Closing the door so I couldn’t hear Kane’s angry shouts as the doctor fixed him up I sat down on the bed and looked down at his daughter who was starting to cry.
Taking a breath and giving her a small smile I started to sing one of the songs I knew for her.
"Hurt" Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you.
My door opening had me looking up from Beth just as Kane stumbled through the door and made his way over to us.
 Glancing at his daughter in my arms he frowned then caught my hand pulling me to my feet and towards the door.
Frowning I wondered what he was doing until he pulled me into his bedroom and pointed towards the basinet “put Beth down for her nap” I nodded and went over and carefully settled her into her bed.
But when I would have turned towards the door Kane caught my arm wincing slightly before he pulled me over to the bed “no we are going to lay here and you are going to tell me what I did wrong” I shook my head but he gave me a deadly look “Bell fucking lay down or so help me I will do more then smack your ass this time.”
Blinking away my tears I did as has he asked then he carefully laid down facing me “right now tell me why you ran away from me earlier” I stared into his eyes then looked away “what did you expect me to do when you had sex with me on the bedroom floor even when I asked you to let me go.”
He grabbed my face between his hands “baby what I did may have seemed wrong but it was the only way to show you that I could make love to you without hurting you, can you look at me and tell me that I hurt you?” I shook my head “then why won’t you talk to me baby.”
Squeezing my eyes closed I sobbed “Kane you are married you have a baby and I can never give anyone that.”
His hands tightened on my face “I don’t fucking care that you can not give me a baby Bell, I do not have a wife anymore she left me for one of our enemies and I don’t want her I never wanted her the only reason I married her was because she was pregnant with Beth it is you that I am in love with and it has always been you.”
He pressed his mouth to mine then rested his forehead against mine while staring into my eyes “baby I am so in love with you I can not think straight and my daughter already loves you so what is the problem?” I squeezed my eyes closed “it may sound weird Kane but even though I have feelings for you I am terrified of you and your family.”
He groaned then kissed my head “baby you know that no matter what I do outside of this bedroom I would never lay my hands on you and I have apologized for what I did” I felt more tears slide down my cheeks “Kane you get angry with someone and if I unsuspectingly walk into the room while you are still angry you turn on me and I am scared to death of wondering what you will do to me the next time I do something to make you angry.”
He pressed his face into my neck “what are you saying Bell are you just going to walk away because I growl every now again are you going to walk away from the chance to be with someone that loves you and only wants to protect you? I need you Bell, Beth needs you please do not walk away from us.”
Taking a deep breath and trying to stem my tears I whispered “sorry I can’t do this after everything I have been through I can not do this.”
Pulling away from him I jumped off of the bed and keeping my head down raced out the door while Kane just stayed on the bed his eyes drilling into my back.


Submitted: April 06, 2011

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