Chapter 14: More pain

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

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……. I jumped as the bathroom door knocked making half the pills spill from my hand into the bottom of the sink. The door knocked again and then opened slightly and Levi put his head round the door.
“I was wondering if you wan… What the hell?” he saw the pills in my hand the empty container on the side of the vanity and the few in the sink.
“Go away” I snapped. He pushed the rest of the way into the tiny space and grabbed my wrist firmly but without hurting.
“Rhia” the horror all to obvious on his face “What are you thinking”
“Get out” I pushed him with my free hand flat on his chest. He didn’t move or even sway with the force I used. “Leave me alone”
“Like hell I will” He growled shaking the last of the pills from my hand and turned on a fgst stream of water washing them all down the drain
“You son of a bitch” I lifted my hand to slap him, he reacted quickly and caught my other wrist.
“What were you about to do?” he demanded “Rhia what were you about to do?” he shook me a little
“Escape” I bit at him trying to pull from his hold “No one would miss me… what’s the point of being around when I  screw everything up”
“People would miss you hell of a lot” he sighed “and all this because you’re human and had fun for the night with Evan” I looked at him
“Hurting Kelly in the process” I pointed out sharply.
“What was she doing last night… what’s she doing tonight?” he snapped, he didn’t give me a chance to answer “She’s fucking that rich guy that came in the bar last night… she wants her damn cake and eat it from what I can see well it sucks because life ain’t like that” he was on a roll now “Rhia you’re allowed to do what you want with who you want and you don’t owe people an explanation”
“That’s not how I see it” I tugged at my hands again “I’m done Levi… get out of my house and leave me alone”
“No way in hell, am I walking out of here after I found you with a shit load of pills” He tipped his head to look at me “One thing I refuse to have on my conscious is walking out of here when you need a friend”
“I don’t need…” he cut me off with a look
“We’re going to go out in the living room and I’m going to put on a pot of coffee” He still didn’t let go of my hand until I was out of the bathroom he dropped my left wrist and moved to link his fingers with my right hand. I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands as he walked away into the kitchen. “here” he handed me a coffee and sat next to me on the couch. “Would you have done it?” I looked up at him
“Like I said no one would miss me and I have no one so why worry about it” I wrapped my hands round the hot cup thankful of the heat as I was shaking inside.
“What happened to your family?”
“I don’t have a family” I ran my finger round the top of the cup
“But you have to have come from somewhere?” I looked at him
“You ask a lot of questions for someone who I only just met”
“Well I think you owe me after I found you about to take a handful of pills”
“See I owe you now” I put the cup down “Levi go and find someone else to worry about” I walked to my room and shut the door making sure this time I locked the door. I picked up my cell and dialed a number I knew but had only ever called once, it rang twice a man’s voice answered. A voice I hadn’t heard since my parents funeral.
Ian * hello
I didn’t know what to say
Ian * Hello….
I heard my sisters voice in the background and a crying baby, I hung up the phone and turned it off. My head was spinning and I had a guy in the living room that I had known for 48 hours that had shown more interest in me than most people for a long time but it wasn’t worth letting him get close… because there were somethings that I wasn’t ready to tell anyone… things that I hated myself enough for so I hated to think what others reactions would be………………

Submitted: October 26, 2010

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Wow... Intense, that is all I can say about it. Great job girl

Tue, October 26th, 2010 10:13am


Love this story! Great chapter can't wait for more x

Tue, October 26th, 2010 10:16am


okay i'm sorry it's short and it's taken two days but it's going to be like this all week :( i'm doing a load of soccer stuff to get ready for the baquet on Friday i'll check back on you guys lkater

and Megs it's the Dungeon for my damn Mother

Rhia i hope i'm doing okay with this for you girl

Missie HELP

Tue, October 26th, 2010 10:30am


ok I just need to find an old dark dingy dungeon to stick mommy dearest in...........

loved the chapter hun can't wait for you to be back to normal again :D

keep smiling even if she pisses you off maybe that will start making her wonder

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:26am


OMG okay so I just realized that the girls name is Kelly!!! ahahaha Great chapter!!!!

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:41am


popping back while shes washing her hair LOL

Megs i know Pmsl

Kelly where do you think i got the inspiration?????

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:43am


ahha awww

How are you?

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:44am


stressed beyond stressed 1500 photo's of boys playing soccer running through my brain right now for the soccer dvd trying to change Megs to Mp3 and it ain't working i'm ready to explode with my mother here as well to the point i want to scream because my escape has now been cut to 1 chapter a day if i';m lucky other than that how are you Kelly and you're not to pissed about your character are you>?????????????????

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:53am


I'm sorryyy!

I'm good, school's great

I haven't written in 2 weeks though.

I'm not, at all! I like my character kinda.

Tue, October 26th, 2010 11:56am


lol I promise you'll get better soon ;D have you seen the picture of Evan BTW?????

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:00pm


im sick:/
yay me ..NOT
i cant go to practice today to rub it in my coaches face that whenever he's not there we win...the varsity coach plays us and she only puts the good people in and we win!
i screwed up last night though and im still pissed but hopefully i get to play on friday and tomorrow(fingers crossed)
oh and kirst i hAVE that many as weell and they're all action shots.
oh and if you havent read already, we made the states!!!! im sooo happy cuz both teams won yesterday!:]

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:05pm


Omg Kirst.... that was intense... where did you learn such writing?? LOL...

Miss you so much Kirst... how much longer?

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:20pm


Lily get better soon girl and congratualtions on making it to state

Jenna till the 10th

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:29pm



Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:32pm


awhh thanks kirst!
oohh come here please?! my mommie's getting dentures(cuz her teeth got messed up after her pregnancies and they had to work on it but they messe it up) so now she doesnt have any teeth and doesnt want to go out but i have a banquet on the 7th:[
plus i need some sort of family to come and watch at least one game! my family hasnt come to a single one

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:36pm

Flames of Night


KIRST!! we miss you!

i miss everyone else too! seems like we never get to talk. blah.

and DAMN!! that loved it. and OMG!! i think i know what kinda happened!

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:37pm


Oh Man kirst.. thats sooooo long .. I gonna Miss ya.

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:40pm

Flames of Night

thats sooo long away!

hey jenna! how are ya girl??

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:42pm


great post Kirst!!! im glad he caught her in time....can't wait for more.....

good luck with the planning...

Tue, October 26th, 2010 12:58pm


omg, i cant believe where this is going, i think this has got to be your darkest story as of yet kirst, i dont think im the only one saying this but cant wait till your mom goes & we can have you back, im going to my parents on friday :-/ im excited but worried at the same time lol

you heard anymore on the publishing kirst??

Tue, October 26th, 2010 1:04pm

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