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Chapter 2 (v.1) - Chapter 2

Submitted: March 12, 2010

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Bella’s P.O.V.

I had no idea why Edward came here, part of me wanted him to leave and never come back, but the other half told me to keep him here. I did in fact miss him. I missed him so much. Jacob never knew this, but I still cried over Edward sometimes.
But I came out of his hug.
“Sorry. I never should have…” I didn’t let Edward finish.
“No you shouldn’t have Edward. Edward you never should have come,” I said.
I could feel wetness in my eyes. I didn’t want him to stay here, at least now. I had to let this all sink in before he made it too overwhelming. I kissed Kennith’s cheek and I quickly got out of the room as I shut the light off on the way. I knew Edward was following me out. I shut the door, whipped my eyes and went back down the steps till I was in the kitchen.
I could feel him behind me. He was now in front of me. His hands were on my shoulders.
“Bella please. I didn’t mean to do that…” Edward said, “I couldn’t help myself.”
“Edward…” I couldn’t say anymore so I wiped my eyes.
“Bella I’m sorry.Okay. It’s just that…god I can’t tell you.” Edward sighed.
I looked him in the eyes, “No. Tell me.”
He hesitated but finally said, “Bella I can’t stand it when I see you upset. Bella you just don’t know how hard it is for me not to do something. My first instinct is for me to hold you like I always did because I was so used to it because I felt like it was my job to help you. Bella. Bella I’m so sorry.”
I covered my mouth with my hand so that my sobs would be quieter. I missed him so much. Edward didn’t even know how much my heart ached for him. For him to say that to me was just like saying that he would do anything for me. And I knew that he would because that was Edward.
I saw his face. I knew it now how hard it was for him right now not to hold me. I so badly wanted him to do it too, but then I’m sure that I would regret it later. I even saw his hands come up a bit, but they froze in the air.
I looked to the door and saw Mia and Nicholas there.
“Mom is everything alright?” Nicholas asked.
I wiped my eyes and nodded and my children.
“Fine. Don’t worry.” I insisted.
“Okay.” Nicholas said as he took Mia’s arm and they walked out again; I could see them whispering to each other and Mia looked back at me once.
I looked at Edward.
“I’m sorry.” I said.
“What for?” Edward asked; I could tell that he was shocked.
“For crying. Making you feel bad.” I answered.
“Oh for pity sakes Bella! No! Bella don’t you ever think that I will be upset with you. I never will and as long as I live I never will!” he said.
This time, I knew that I could hold out.
Edward’s P.O.V.
She flung herself around me. I was surprised. I honestly didn’t think she was going to do that. Her sobs were so hard not to hear. It was like she was a child who would never be soothed again. I could feel the wetness of her tears go through my shirt.
I put my arms around her as well and slowly rocked her. It was weird, this was Bella, but she was so tall now and her hair was longer. She was older, a lot older. Her in my arms, it was the same. Nothing was different about this. I was sill here for her.
“Shh. Easy Bella easy.” I whispered.
She got herself out of my arms and looked at me.
“Crap. I just soaked your shirt,” she said wiping her eyes, “I would give you one of Jake’s, but I’m pretty sure that he would just be mad.”
“It’s alright.” I insisted.
“Just take the shirt off please.” Bella begged, “So I don’t have to look at it.”
I looked at her, but did so. I now had a bare chest in front of her. She wiped her eyes.
Suddenly I felt a dog smell. Crap Jacob was here. He ran into the house.
“Bella!” he yelled.
“He shut the door and I heard him drop something before he ran into the kitchen. Bella stood frozen as Jacob looked between us. I looked into his mind. Boy was he angry.
“I knew I smelled vampire.” Jacob hissed.
“Jacob stop now.” Bella said.
“I honestly didn’t think it was this back when Justin and Nicholas called me.” Jacob said, “What did you even do to her! She’s crying!”
“Jake honey. He didn’t do anything alright.” Bella said.
“I’ll be the judge of that.” Jacob barked.
Bella wiped her eyes.
“Edward I think you should go,” she said.
Bella’s P.O.V.
Well this was just perfect. I couldn’t believe that Justin and Nicholas called Jacob. They were so going to be getting a talking to. I knew that they wanted to protect me from vampires because of Irina and Victoria, but this was Edward. I let him into our home.
“Edward I think you should leave.” I said, Jacob was going to be so angry at me.
Edward was frozen.
“Alright,” he agreed, “But dog if you hurt her…”
“I’m not the one to blame why she’s been depressed all these years.” Jacob growled, “I suggest you listen to my wife and get you butt out of here.”
Edward gave me a glance. I could see my look in his eyes. Then he left out the door at human speed. Once I knew that Edward was far away, Jacob glared at me. He never gave me a look that had this much hatred before. I sighed and prepared for the worst that was about to happen.
Jacob’s P.O.V.
She knew I was angry. I could tell by the expression on her face. She looked even a little worried.
“Jacob please. He just wanted to say hello.” Bella tried to explain.
“Then why are you crying because of this ‘visit’? Huh? What did he do to you Bella!” I barked.
“Jacob for crying out loud! I’m crying because it was just…I missed him okay Jacob Black! I’ve missed him so much! It just came to me as a shock when he came okay,” she yelled at me.
“You don’t think I know that you miss him. For crap sakes Bella you cry in your sleep and yell his name sometimes!” I barked, “I know! And it sure makes me feel like you truly do love me!”
“Then you would know how hard this is for me!” she insisted, “Okay Jacob I love you alright! You! He’s an old friend! It was hard for me to see him!”
“If it was so hard then why the heck did you let him into our house in the first place! Couldn’t mind seeing him again huh. Keep your mind always on him!”
“Jacob do you even care how I feel about this!”
“Bella do you know how I feel. You catching up with the very person that made your life so miserable. Who knows what you guys were doing! If Justin didn’t call me and I came home to him, Bella I would already be out hunting him now!”
“And there isn’t a point for it.”
“What if you died!”
“I’m pretty damn sure that he is a whole lot safer than you are Jacob. At least he can control his anger and doesn’t always have to fun off when he can’t even listen to the person he loves!”
I was ready to hit her right there and right now, but she would need a doctor and they would ask questions. Sure enough I would probably get my butt in jail. Not the best place for a werewolf like me.
“You don’t think I love you! I married you didn’t I? I took care of you all these years! I put up with your whimpering for that stupid vampire!” I said.
“I didn’t ask you to marry me!” she yelled.
“Well I did and now we’re here with you still the number one target to a couple of vampires.”
She stared at me.
“Whatever Jacob okay. Whatever,” she said as she went out of the room and she searched for her coat among all of the others.
I went to her and moved my tool bag so she wouldn’t trip.
“Where are you going!” I demanded.
“A motel,” she growled at me as she was putting her boots on.
“For crying out loud Bella!” I yelled, “You might as well go right up to Irina and Victoria and say, ‘Kill me!’”
“I’m pretty sure I know how to protect myself without you always crowding me Jacob,” she said, “I’m not going to be isolated anymore.”
She grabbed her purse then slammed the door as she ran out to her truck.
Hours later the kids were already in bed. I knew Justin and Nicholas felt guilty, but I told them over and over that it wasn’t their fault. They did a good ting. I didn’t want that vampire around. Mia seemed pretty upset. I didn’t know why, but she said that Kennith was sick upstairs. Of course I moved him to my room for him to sleep.
If he was in the other rooms being sick then I wouldn’t hear him. Bella would though. She wasn’t as heavy of a sleeper when it came to her. She said that she could always feel it when he children needed her.
It was one in the morning when I finally got everyone to bed. I called Seth to ask him if he could just watch the motel that Bella was in so she was safe. I knew she was mad at me, and I hated seeing her mad, but what if something happened? I still loved her, even though I have no clue if she likes me back. After the things I said, I would be pretty mad at myself too. I was rotten for her.

I now lay in my bed. I looked over at Bella’s side. It’s empty, but it still smells like her. As I’m asleep, I swear that I hear her crying all night long.

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT AND IT'S CHARACTORS AS THEY BELONG TO THE WONDERFUL STEPHANIE MEYER!

Meyer, Stephanie. Twilight. New York City: Little Brown Company, 2005. Print.

Meyer, Stephanie. New Moon. New York City: Little Brown Company, 2006. Print.

Meyer, Stephanie. Eclipse. New York City: Little Brown Company, 2007. Print.

Meyer, Stephanie. The Short Second Life Of Bree Tanner. New York City: Little Brown Company, 2010. Print.

Meyer, Stephanie. Breaking Dawn. New York City: Little Brown Company, 2008. Print.

Twilight

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Eclipse

. David Slade. Summit Entertainment, 2010. DVD.


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