Chapter 10:

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

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I couldn't understand how I felt at that particular moment…. A part of me was thinking that maybe it was me who was holding hands with Justin but the other conscious part of me could tell that I was here, standing with Sam, absentmindedly staring at the front of 'Roxy's'.

I couldn't tell why it hurt. Maybe it was because he didn't tell me? Or was it 'cause the girl didn't seem right for him??? Although the girl did feel oddly familiar… I knew her from somewhere. Why didn't he tell me?? Was he afraid I would overreact or did he just want to keep it on the down low. I could understand it if it was the second. I mean the girl is obviously not good enough for him. Her blonde hair is probably fake and her black roots are probably shoing. I couldn't see that from way over here but I could sense it. She couldn't be good enough for my Justin….. wait wait wait…..

My Justin?? Where did that come from??? He is and never was my Justin!

Still, I wanna see this girl upclose.

 

All these thoughts and more went through my head in the time span of a minute or so. When I came back to consciousness I could tell that I was still maintaining my previous pose of pointing at the store. I let my hand fall down and looked over at Sam. He was looking at me looking sad. I must've looked really bad for him to look like that. So, I did the only thing I could do at the moment and I took his hand and marched over to Roxy's. Justin was going to have a piece of my mind.

 

 

30 mins later:

Sam and I were in the car together. He was silent while I had a million things on my mind. Like what just happened. I was supposed to go in there and humiliate… well not humiliate.. but maybe glare at Justin. Instead I went along the other road. Instead of glaring I simply stared.

I could tell Justin was surprised to see us, I just couldn't believe he'd hide something like this from me.

To top it all off, the girl was a natural blond, no black roots whatsoever. Her eyes were a deep brown color that sparkled when they looked at Justin and the moment she saw me she started blushing from head to toe. She was the one who first noticed us when we first walked through the door. I could see her gently nudging Justin to look over and when he did, he must've saw something in my face that read trouble 'cause he suddenly seemed alert. I saw that and very smoothly went into complete blackout mode. I could still breathe but I wasn't there.

I could here Sam saying hi and Justin saying hi back and I could hear the girl talking to me and telling how she'd heard so much about me. All I could do was nod and smile a very uncomfortable smile. Where was my wrath???? I was so pissed a moment ago, so where did it go??

I could Sam tugging at my hand and Justin turning away with the girl, whom I heard is called Anne when I returned back to consciousness only to say, "JUSTIN"

He looked back at me, so I simply said, "Call me when you get back"

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Sam walked me to my house wordlessly and I was grateful for the silence for I had so many things on my mind.

Suddenly I was alone and in front of my door. I looked over to my right and I could see Sam opening his door but before he walked in he looked over at me. I barely registered what that look meant but I guess it was puzzlement. I knew I was overreacting but how could he not tell me?  

I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling and thinking about what was wrong with what happened. I realized then that I was the one who was wrong. I mean, what's wrong with me??? Did I think that I'd always be the only girl in Justin's life forever?? That he would just live vicariously through me?? Am I jealous?? That couldn't be it because I've never thought…. Well not never but still not recently have I thought about Justin in a romantic way. He's just Justin…. My Justin.

I knew I had no business talking to Justin today. I knew I should keep this all to myself. It's not fair to unload all that on him especially since he did nothing wrong… absolutely nothing. So I just turned off my phone and went to sleep with all of my clothes on.

 


Submitted: October 05, 2009

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bimbobunny

wait so does she like sorta have feelings for him?

Mon, October 5th, 2009 9:07pm

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I'm kinda not giving away that answer yet but let me tell you... things will become a little bit more dramatic :D

Mon, October 5th, 2009 3:44pm

dreamsofjosten

ooo jealous much? I sort of feel bad for boy Sam though, but maybe he doesn't have feelings for girl Sam so it doesn't matter. I like how girl Sam was just ripping the blonde chick apart, analyzing why she wasn't right for Justin...her Justin. She is so jealous!

Tue, October 6th, 2009 8:32pm

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or maybe she's not :D I like keeping you guys on your toes :D

Tue, October 6th, 2009 2:49pm

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