Chapter 10: Dr. Feel Good

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

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Ch. 10 Dr. Feel Good

Matt didn't have anything to say when Eve asked, in contrary, there weren't any words he could find that may describe what he felt inside right now. He watched her gather her clothing and mutter a sorry. He wasn't sorry, so she shouldn't be either.

"Oh gosh, Matt say something. I'm really sorry Ilet it go this far. When you wake up tomorrow morning I'm positve you would have regretted it anyways." Eve said and left.

As Matt stood there utterly shocked and oddly empty, he couldn't help but to think of the time his father decided not to show up to his oneand only recital. He remembered looking out into the audience and seeing his assigned seat empty. He saw the mobs of people coming in, but none his father. It was the same feeling, and he absolutely hated it. He absent mindedly sat down at the edge of the bed and placed his face in his hands. He felt so broken and silly. What did he do? Did he really think she would want to be with him when she was sober?

He sat in that same lumpy bed, and in the dark, thinking. Thinking about Eve. Her smile that showed her perfect teeth that took two years with braces inJr. High, her luscious red lips that were extremely kissable and sweet, her scent of that unmistakable Lola by Marc Jacobs,her hazel eyes that dazzled him every time he looked at them, her ivory skin that shined with brilliance, the perfect shape to her body that made him ever so giddy, she was the right gril for him. Inside he knew this, and now he was rejected by her twice. What a new all timelow for him.

He felt so pathetic, and that was not new to him. Without thinking too much of it, his hand roamed deep into his jean pocket and pulled out a little plastic bag. He pulled it up to his eye level and carefully analyzed it. He threw it up into the air and caught it with his hand. He stood up and went to some drawers. He knew that the guy that slept here kept some pharmuceuticals in his room. He looked through the clothing and found nothing. He spun around and went to the nightstand. He pulled open the drawer and, nothing. Then a light bulb came on. Under the bed! He got on his knees and looked around. There he pulled out an old brown shoe box. Bingo. There was what he wanted. He took out a few bottles and pushed the box back in. With a handful of bottles and the baggie in his other hand he placed it on top of the nightstand. He sat on the bed and opened one of the drawers again. He pulled out a heavy metal flashlight and placed it next to his things in the nightstand. He emptied out the plastic bag with the powder, and also emptied out the pharmaceuticals. Pills and pills addressed to a Betty Cage, who apparently suffered from depression, seeing that the pills were all for depression.

With the flashlight he pounded and crushed the pills and made them into powder. He mixed it in with the coke and created a mountain of white powder. He pulled out a dollar bill rolled it up into a tube and bend his head down to the table. "This is for you Eve" he whispered and then placed thebill to his nose and inhaled. This always made him feel good. Relieved him from all his problems and took him to a place of pure bliss. And he enjoyed that wonderful high it gave him.

Hedefinitley did think about the consequences. And that the result of his drug spree may result in death. But he figured this:to die would be an awfully big adventure.

*Hey guys! I just want to apologize about the length, I know it's so short but that's what I wanted to do with it. Thank you for reading, you guys don't know how much I appreciate it. It makes my day!*

Submitted: December 27, 2009

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This is so not cool!! He just has to be ok, I'm dying over here, LOL!!! Please update soon, I nneeeeddd to know what happens!!!

Sun, December 27th, 2009 4:36am


Haha I know, I'm just building suspense here! Lol I'm sorry you to be the reasoning behind your death, but will you revive yourself if I told you I'll update tomorrow? You made smile so big, I look like a dork! Thanks for reading:D

Sat, December 26th, 2009 8:42pm


Idiot *shakes head*

Update soon!!!

Sun, December 27th, 2009 4:46am


Yes, yes he is. Kids, don't do drugs! haha. Of course I will, tomorrow i promise ya:] Thanks for reading:D

Sat, December 26th, 2009 9:10pm


): No Matt! You don't want to think death is an adventure! You want to stay there for Eve! Do it for Eve! ... well I guess he did, since that's who he dedicated getting high to.
I wish she wouldn't be so blind. She's starting to piss me off. And poor Matt needs some serious help.

AHHHH Lemme know when you update!!!! This is going to drive me CRAZY :D :P

Sun, December 27th, 2009 4:53am


Just like peter pan I tell ya:/ What a shame...And what an idiot huh? Who would have a dedication when they get high? I guess Matt. Oh, don't hate Eve, next chap I'll make her less blind, or something like that:] I will! Please don't go crazy LOL jk go ahead I like craziness! Thanks for reading:]

Sat, December 26th, 2009 9:13pm

Phoebe Gardens

Matt! Seriously! Why why why?! You know it's a cry for help all this and I pray that someone, maybe Eve or someone who truly loves him will show him happiness.
Your story is insanely crazy, I love it! Not only is Matt on deaths door and completely in love(questionable to be honest), Eve is dealing with the teacher she was sleeping with and a rubbish family life, and Charlotte is trying to find a guy and has a famous dad-amazing! You blow me away!
So glad you updated but I want to find out if messed up Matt-lol, will live! Please keep me updated! :D

Sun, December 27th, 2009 8:24am


Yay your comment made me smile big time! Matt, yeah I ask myself the same question! LOL it is a cry for help, he need help right now but he doesn't know who to get it from. And I do hope he gets it from someone who cares for him, maybe eve maybe not. But he is definetley messed up so...I hope good crazy:D yep there are a ok if things going on and drama filled! I wanted to be super crazy and make people go WTF! Haha so I'm glad you think it's crazy:] awe thanks!! I'm flattered! Yeah I'm lagging it on what I'm gonna do about matt but that's done on purpose. I really appreciate the comment! Thanks so much for reading!

Sun, December 27th, 2009 12:38am


I, my friend, have noticed something. Instead of putting us all out of our misery and telling us Matty is okay [cause if he's not, there'll only be more misery], you're telling a story from three points of view to KEEP US IN SUSPENSE! WHY do you DO THIS to me?! Hmmf. Meanie -.- Update UBER soon!

Sun, December 27th, 2009 8:40am


Haha you discovered my true intentions! That's exactly what I'm doing:P I'm so sorry about that but you have to see it through all angles. I want to make this novel good and this is my way of doing so. Don't worry though I'll update soon:] thanks for reading!

Sun, December 27th, 2009 12:53am


THIS IS CRAZY. Period. Update me.

Mon, December 28th, 2009 4:09am


Haha I hope in a good way! I will of course:] thanks for reading:D

Sun, December 27th, 2009 8:14pm

Lady Leah

Aww the last line was so sad... :(!!!
Hehe, I can't belive Matt he sucks monkey butt seriously badly!
And Eve, she is also as hurt as what Matt is!
Blind dumbasses!!
Hehe tanks, Merry Christmas to you too, and that Hanika what ever, no idea what it means, but thanks anyways hehe!
~Lady Leah~

Mon, December 28th, 2009 9:13am


Yeah it is when I saw it in the pp movies it made me tear up. I agree with you a hundred percent! They are all blind!! They need to learn. Aww your welcome:] and btw hanukah is a jewish holiday. Hehe lol thanks for reading:D

Mon, December 28th, 2009 1:21am


Matt? WHY?!?!?! Why in the world would he do that?!
Poor Matt! Why? Why?! Is the only question in my mind right now!
Your story has me on edge every time I read it! You'r such a brilliant writer!
I'm still kind of shocked here so I'll just say that and pray Matt is okay.
Please update soon and keep me posted!

Mon, December 28th, 2009 9:35pm


Poor matt. It's really sad what he's doing to himself and I reAlly appreciate that you care about him! Maybe the answer to your question is because he is miserable. Aww you really think so? You just mad me so giddy and happy!! Oh how I love you so! I will I promise:] thanks for reading!

Mon, December 28th, 2009 1:54pm

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