My Diary?

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My Diary?

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My Diary? My Diary?

Book by: mylifejustfeels

Genre: True Confessions

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Book by: mylifejustfeels

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Genre: True Confessions

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Summary

So I started writing what I guess you can call a diary. Basically, whenever I was overwhelmed with thoughts, I would write it all down on a sheet of paper. I put them all in a tissue box to save them, and now here we are. So here's about a school years worth of deep thinking on my part.
Enjoy my personal thoughts ;)

Summary

So I started writing what I guess you can call a diary. Basically, whenever I was overwhelmed with thoughts, I would write it all down on a sheet of paper. I put them all in a tissue box to save them, and now here we are. So here's about a school years worth of deep thinking on my part.
Enjoy my personal thoughts ;)

Author Chapter Note

My boyfriend and my best friend kissed on our 11 month anniversary. This was basically partially how I felt about the whole situation at the time after finding out.

Chapter Content - ver.1

Submitted: June 11, 2012

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Chapter Content - ver.1

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November 15, 2011

8:28am

Somehow I got through the worst weekend of my life.

11:54am

I feel dumb. Every person I've told (not that it's a lot, but still) has asked me, "are you still with him?" Why yes, yes I am. I LOVE him! Is that so bad?

3:06pm

It's like this- It was my perfect relationship. OUR perfect relationship. And he ruined it. They both did. She says "You guys are perfect together." Then why'd he kiss you? Why Jake? God, I dont know how long it's going to take for this hurt to go away. This almost makes me question him. But I dont. I know he loves me. Even now, more than ever. I feel like he is going to dump me. Like he's going to see right through my "trying to act normal" towards him, see how unhappy I still am at him, think "why bother?" and then break it off.

I told them they were both on thin ice. How come I fee like I'm the one on thin ice?

I know he feels guilty. Does she? No excuses. Right? When I said that, it was directed to her. Oh and now she's saying shit like "he put his hand up my shirt."

BULL SHIT!

I know he didn't. Your acting like it is ALL his fault. It's not.

Why did you kiss her Jake? Why? In my house? With my best friend? In my basement with me no more than 5 feet away?

(LIghts were off, we were playing hide-and-seek)

Such fuckery.


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