I Hate But Love You

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Your typical 'crush loves best friend'
She's searching for comfort, you offer to help, turns out you need it too. How will you comfort someone causing you discomfort unknowingly? Will your friendship be thicker than love, desperation, and lust?

Chapter 1 (v.1) - I hate but love you

Submitted: November 24, 2011

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Submitted: November 24, 2011



My friend and I always do everything with each other around. We were a bit inseparable as it seem. She shares her problems to me, even though I rarely share mine. One day, she asked for my advice.




We head to the cafeteria and sat at our table, with our lunch in front of us. We started chatting while eating as usual, but today, she seemed a bit less enthusiastic than her usual cheerful personality, and later I found out.

“Did you remember what you told me at our acquaintance party last month?” She asked. I seem to not recall it so she filled me in.

“You know, the one you said that your dream is to have a boyfriend?” She clarified. I chuckled at that. Yes, I did tell her something silly like that.

“Yeah, is there something wrong with it?” I asked, not really sure where this conversation is heading.

“No, it’s nothing. But speaking of love life, I’m having a bit of trouble at that.” U-oh. Here it comes, I’m sure she wants my advice, but knowing me, I may have a hard time.

“Well?” I probed, as to just get this over with.

“You know that Cassy has a crush on Jeffery, right?” Right, I know this all too well. Jeffery is Alice’s cousin, but one time, she also had a crush on him. I know him all too well because of her previous ranting that she loved him but it is forbidden, and blah and some other blah. I know she had said a while ago that she had got over him, but now, I’m not entirely sure.

“Well, I said that I totally got over him, right?” I nodded for her to continue.

“Um…It’s really getting hard to pretend that I don’t love him anymore.” She said eyes downcast.

“I still love him, Queen. It hurts to see my best friend getting close to him with those intentions. They are far closer than me and him, and it hurts more because I can’t do anything about it. I’m afraid, Queen. I don’t want him to leave me alone. I don’t want him to be with anyone other than me. I know it’s selfish, but I can’t help it. What if Cassy would be hurt if I make a move on him? I don’t know what to do any more.” She sighed after it. I contemplated for an answer. I also don’t know what to do about this.

“Ugh. You know I’m not one to give advices, much more to this love thing. Well, why don’t you just confront Cassy about this? Ask her if she have feelings for him. You know that misunderstanding would do no good. If you let something like this pass because you don’t want to hurt Cassy, you might loose an opportunity. You would regret it if you don’t work on it immediately.” Now, I know it’s not much, at least I gave something, but what if my advice would only get this situation worse? Oh god! Why did I give it in the first place?

“But it’s your decision. Follow your heart, Al” Yuck! How lame! I can’t believe I would really say something like that.

End flashback


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