I feel like I can't control it. It's an addiction, and that scares me. I'm scared that I'm getting addicted.
I have people to help me through it, but they don't quite understand.
How do I stop myself?
How do I stop cutting away at the flesh, relishing the pain and the clarity? How do I stop the fear that someone will notice?
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