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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

This is like a continuation of the other chapter.

Chapter 37 (v.1) - Taking away the pain.

Submitted: February 20, 2016

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Submitted: February 20, 2016



"I know Kellan and you are not using me Kellan, You're hurting and I can't stand that, the pain you feel Kellan it unmearsurable and I know that because I have felt it before, when I lost Noah, this heavy weight and pains in my chest, I just...like I wanted to just die or wake up from this scary dream, Kellan it won't leave you till you try and make it go, rather it would eat you up, piece and piece.Believe me I want my first time with you to be the same but it can't, I want a magical memorable moment but then I'd also do anything to be with you, to take away that pain"I said all that in a whisper and he held my face in his hands.

"I know that April, but we don't have to rush anything, I love you and I'm never ever going to sleep with you just to let go of whatever pain I feel, I don't want that, I want to make love to you, yeah as cheesy as that sounds I want that, over and over again but my first with you has to be special".I smiled softly at him and slowly kissed him.

"I love you Kellan, so much".His eyes sparkled and he stucks a strand of my auburn hair behind my hair.

"You love me?".

"Yeah I do".

"Wow now I'd take that offer and sleep with you".I laughed and he got up from the bed.

"No way asshole, you had your shot".He chuckled but it came out a really sad, he was still hurt but trying not to let it show.

"Tease, I'm going to make us some popcorns and uhh look for movies to watch".

"Now that's the spirit".He laughed and leaned to kiss me, we kissed eachother softly this time and I was breathless but the time he pulled away.

We watched a comic film which he couldn't stop fussing about and we laughed at the old man's stupidity, making out as we did.It was fun knowing a better way to lessen his pain, I know he was still hurt but I'm sure he felt better...even just a little bit.



I hear a knock on my door and I groaned, it's midnight so I wondered who that could be.

Maybe Mom, I knew she always check up on me like I'm a kid but I'm not, then again mom wouldn't knock on the door.

"Coming".I switched on the light, walked towards my door and opened it.

"You".I say dryly when I see her, looking so beautiful like she always does.I walked back to my bed ignoring her standing there, she was still looking awkwardly at me.

"I could hand you a mat there if you want".She sighed and walked in.

"I thought you were going to throw me out so I was kind of surprised".

"Why would I throw you out I mean it's not like you humiliated me in front of everyone and slapped me just to prove point to your parents".

"Wow your idea of sarcasm really hurts".

"Yeah not like the way you hurt me, you better leave before my parents find you here since but of our parents aren't on talking terms".

"You don't mean and I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that, not talk to you for weeks because my parents lied about you,I'm suppose to trust you ". When I say nothing, she tickles me, I flinch immediately, she knows how much I hate but give in anytime she does this.

"stop it...it won't work".She laughs but doesn't stop.

"Ofcourse it would, I know you can't stay mad at me".I grabbed her hand and push her to the bed.

"Even after what you did to me?".

"yes but I'm sorry, to make you feel better I sneaked out,thats why I'm here Noah, my parents can't stop me from loving you".

"So you expect me to just let it go?".

"maybe, but I would have done the same if the roles were switched".

"Well that's a lie because I would never do that to you April, never".She sighed and nodded.

"I know that and I'm sorry Noah, It hurts not to see you knowing how much I hurt you, I love you".I groaned and lean to kiss her, she knows I'm a gonner with those words, she kissed me back softly as she has always done.

"I love you too".

"I know that, if you didn't you would have hated me".

"I could never hate you, though I was mad but maybe your parents were right".

"What? that's impossible".

"Not about me, my parents, the way the behave and act and the strange men and women in our house, the way mom checks up on me this days, like they are hiding or running from something, dad's case is the worse, I know there's something going on but I'm too scared to find out".

"hmm well they are Adults and have their big issues".

"Well I just feel there's something strange going on, like mom and dad are talking about something but they shut up immediately they notice me, one time I heard them talking about a bomb ".

"A bomb?".

"Yes a bomb and when mom's eye caught mine, she changed the topic immediately".

"Maybe they don't want you involved, I mean you are too young".I fake gasp at her, feigning annoyance.

"So you think I'm a small boy?".


"Ahh could a small boy do this".I kissed her deeply, the way I've seen in movies and kissed her neck.

"Noah"I smirked at her.

"Am I still a small boy?".She was about to reply when the door swung wide open.

"Holy Sprinkles, What the hell is going on here?!".I looked at April who looked like she wanted the ground to open up and swallow her.

"Mom, it's not what it looks it!".

"What it looks like?! You are on top of her Noah!".April immediately out of the bedclimbs.

"Sorry Mrs Collins, I was about leaving".She tried to move but my mom blocked her way.

"Hold up there young lady, oh my god!".I eyes widened when she saw April's neck. "You gave her a hickey!".

"Hickey? I didn't know it has a name".April looked gutted while mom sighed frustrated.

"that's it! I'm calling your parents"

"What No!".We both said at the same time.

"I swear Mrs Collins, we were just talking,that's all".

"Indeed you were, I'm calling your parents April".She walked away from the room.I looked at April who now looked pale.

"Don't worry, I'm going to talk to her okay".I leaned to kiss her she pushed me away.

"Don't kiss me, go!".

"Right".I kissed her though and she kissed me back regardless.

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