Until YOU..

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Hey guys so I just want to say; I am so so sooo sorry I haven't updated a chapter all this while, please forgive me all those I made get bored with the story, I am so sorry, I had Exams, I still have though so I'm taking my time to write, upload and read..I'm loving how my read list always increase daily and I say thank you to all that have read my book....thank you guys so freaking much!
But I have a problem getting feedbacks...what guys? If you are April and Kellan's fan or even Rusty comment what you think about them guys...I'm trying to add a character..a good one so I'm going to allow you awesome readers to play this game...Do you guys think Kellan is Noah? and Why? if you do or don't...the reader with the best comment will be my new character and gets to tell me what he/she want that character to be, the person also can give me quotes the character would say, If you want, start commenting and I will surely reply....don't get it twisted guys "Until YOU" is just getting started...love you all as you comment...Thanks a bunch!..muah!

Chapter 39 (v.1) - She Cares.

Submitted: April 10, 2016

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April.

We were both cuddled up together on his couch and he was gently stroking my hair in deep thought.I can't quite believe it though...his grams having cancer,he told me after we had eating and I could see him trying not to break down, it felt so unreal, he's grams always seemed so...strong.I can't possibly imagine what he's going through because I'm pretty sure if it were me, I wouldn't be putting up a good face like he did.When I lost Noah I couldn't even talk, more of then smiling, when your heart gets broken like this, it just needs more time to process the shits.

"Tell me about Noah".I jerked my head up to look at him, surprised at his request, I wasn't really expecting that question...at all.

"What?".I asked him slowly, hoping I didn't hear him right.He propped an elbow up, facing my side.

"Yeah..about him, I want to know what he's like...he's face, the hair, eyes.. everything".I narrow my eyes at him a little confused, I won't lie I'm uncomfortable with this for no reason.

"Why do you want to know?".He smiles softly at me even with my weird facial expression.

"I just want to April..I want to know what he was like".I close my eyes and try to remember, it's been years and the memory I had of him was when we were still young...but there were certain details I couldn't forget.I really don't feel comfortable talking about him, it brings crazy memories, but I'd do anything for Kellan now.

"Well...there was he's hair..It was always so long I normally tease him about it..he was not that short but then I teased him about being so short even a rat was taller".Kellan chuckled a little and I smiled from memory.

"Looks like you teased him a lot".

"Hey he teased me too..more infact, most times he teased me so much that I literary cry".

"Nah...I'm sure you probably loved it and missed it".

"I did not! I hated it, who loves being called a pretty monkey".

"Probably you".I playfully smacked his arm."Tell me more".I sighed and decided to stick to the truth.

"I don't really want to talk about him Kell, It brings crazy memories and I told you before I'm trying really hard to block him,I still love him and don't want to..talk".He stared at me for a long moment like he's thinking about something...something really deep..intense.

"Okay".He finally says and I feel bad instantly.

"I'm sorry Kellan...I shouldn't have said..".

"No no no, it's fine".He gently whispers, tucking a strand my hair behind my ear. "It's fine, I completely understand, I shouldn't have asked...I mean I don't even want to talk about grams..it hurts and scares like hell..it's better to leave it behind..the past.".I kissed his forehead loving him more than I possibly can.

"When is she going to be discharged?".he scoffed a little.

"I dunno, I don't even know what to do, how to react when I see her, I'm freaking scared April, she freaking lied to me and..".I cut him off by holding his face in my hands..looking at him directly straight in the eye.

"Kellan, your grams love you so much and she lied because she loves you, she cared too much to see you this hurt".

"No April, if she did care, she would have told me the truth,not lied..I deserve to know the real truth..she even lied that she was getting better..she'd tell me how strong she was,lie and lie, all this time I thought she has never lied to me, guess I was wrong....lord knows what else she has lied about!".

"Kellan, don't say that..it was for your own good".

"Now that's a lie April!"He yells a little, slightly getting angry but I wasn't going to just let it go, he deserved to know how much she cared.

"No it's not".

"You know what , don't want to fight with you April, I'm done talking about her".

"Kellan, you can't keep up with this, your Grams knew if you knew what was wrong with her, you wouldn't be yourself, maybe she was just finding the right time to tell you Kellan, she loves you and you know".He shakes his head and starts to talk but I don't let him.

"Put yourself in her shoes, do you have any idea what is going on in her mind, how she's hiding the pain and trying to put up a good face telling you she's strong, well that's because she is Kellan and she loves you so much that she wouldn't want to hurt you".I see traces of tears in his eyes so I kiss him softly.

"I love you Kellan, I am here for you and I'm telling you that your grams care".He is silent for a moment before he nods slightly.

"I guess, I'm just angry...more at myself".

"It's not your fault either Kellan".He laughs a little with no humor and kisses my forehead, I just don't want to talk about any of it? I don't wanna to cry".I laugh a little at that.

"I just want to forget".I smirked at him trying to lighten up the mood.

"well, you rejected my offer to make you forget".He groans immediately,pressing his face to the coach.

"ugh! don't make me remember".I laugh still not letting it go, he's the only who clearly rejected me.

"Petals and roses, who does that....turns out you're a pathetic romantic after all".He climbs on top of and tackles me.

"You're going tease me now hmmm?".

"It's not teasing when its the truth".He pressing my hands firmly to his, traping me.

"Hmmm someone is underating my ability....forgotten a certain hickey?".I laugh and pull is head to mine,kissing him deeply like I could make him forget with the kiss and he kisses back instantly.

It's official,I love him.



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