Chapter 41: She Cares.

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

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April.

We were both cuddled up together on his couch and he was gently stroking my hair in deep thought.I can't quite believe it though...his grams having cancer,he told me after we had eating and I could see him trying not to break down, it felt so unreal, he's grams always seemed so...strong.I can't possibly imagine what he's going through because I'm pretty sure if it were me, I wouldn't be putting up a good face like he did.When I lost Noah I couldn't even talk, more of then smiling, when your heart gets broken like this, it just needs more time to process the shits.

"Tell me about Noah".I jerked my head up to look at him, surprised at his request, I wasn't really expecting that question...at all.

"What?".I asked him slowly, hoping I didn't hear him right.He propped an elbow up, facing my side.

"Yeah..about him, I want to know what he's like...he's face, the hair, eyes.. everything".I narrow my eyes at him a little confused, I won't lie I'm uncomfortable with this for no reason.

"Why do you want to know?".He smiles softly at me even with my weird facial expression.

"I just want to April..I want to know what he was like".I close my eyes and try to remember, it's been years and the memory I had of him was when we were still young...but there were certain details I couldn't forget.I really don't feel comfortable talking about him, it brings crazy memories, but I'd do anything for Kellan now.

"Well...there was he's hair..It was always so long I normally tease him about it..he was not that short but then I teased him about being so short even a rat was taller".Kellan chuckled a little and I smiled from memory.

"Looks like you teased him a lot".

"Hey he teased me too..more infact, most times he teased me so much that I literary cry".

"Nah...I'm sure you probably loved it and missed it".

"I did not! I hated it, who loves being called a pretty monkey".

"Probably you".I playfully smacked his arm."Tell me more".I sighed and decided to stick to the truth.

"I don't really want to talk about him Kell, It brings crazy memories and I told you before I'm trying really hard to block him,I still love him and don't want to..talk".He stared at me for a long moment like he's thinking about something...something really deep..intense.

"Okay".He finally says and I feel bad instantly.

"I'm sorry Kellan...I shouldn't have said..".

"No no no, it's fine".He gently whispers, tucking a strand my hair behind my ear. "It's fine, I completely understand, I shouldn't have asked...I mean I don't even want to talk about grams..it hurts and scares like hell..it's better to leave it behind..the past.".I kissed his forehead loving him more than I possibly can.

"When is she going to be discharged?".he scoffed a little.

"I dunno, I don't even know what to do, how to react when I see her, I'm freaking scared April, she freaking lied to me and..".I cut him off by holding his face in my hands..looking at him directly straight in the eye.

"Kellan, your grams love you so much and she lied because she loves you, she cared too much to see you this hurt".

"No April, if she did care, she would have told me the truth,not lied..I deserve to know the real truth..she even lied that she was getting better..she'd tell me how strong she was,lie and lie, all this time I thought she has never lied to me, guess I was wrong....lord knows what else she has lied about!".

"Kellan, don't say that..it was for your own good".

"Now that's a lie April!"He yells a little, slightly getting angry but I wasn't going to just let it go, he deserved to know how much she cared.

"No it's not".

"You know what I'm don't want to fight with you April, I'm done talking about her".


Submitted: April 10, 2016

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