April 25th 2006
Hi, I’m Beanie. I don’t know how old I am, I don’t have a mum nor a dad, I don’t even know my own name, so I made one up myself and
called myself beanie. I don’t have a real home, and I wish I did. I want friends and I want a family, but I don’t have any of those and I don’t think I ever will. Why does life have to be really
lonely? I envy all those little kids running around madly and playing with their friends, I wish I was the kid who got picked up and got a plaster on a cut they caused by falling over. I wish I was
the kid who never got let go, who got kissed goodnight when I go to bed. I want to be the kid who get’s hugged really tight and never gets let go when they get a nightmare. I want to be the kid who
never wants to be alone, the one who is love by everyone. But I’m not, and I never will be. I’ll never be able to get over that. And I hope you will soon realize how I feel…
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