Sitting here I speculate
Why it’s all gone wrong
I am alone, in this place
But how did I arrive?
Emotions are all I feel
Sadness, anger and frustration
As time goes by, I hurt you more
I don’t know what to do
The pain is high but I can’t tell
How do I get free?
It’s now I’m scared of what might happen
You know just what I am thinking
What I’ve done, it transpires
Slowly gaining sight
I am scared to say, scared to tell,
What is on my mind
I go to speak these words of silence
But nothing’s making sense
Where am I? Let me go
How do I escape?
These clouded visions hold me back
I’m blinded by the fear
This pain, this dread and all the blame
Will it ever stop?
Here I am, with you again
Sitting face to face
I want to say, to tell, to share
With you, my painful story
For what I’ve done, I feel regret
For this, a price I pay
Blade to skin, once again
The blood I shed; a toll
I didn’t mean to do this here
It was just an urge I had to feed
So here I am, yet again, sitting in this place
The clouded visions that I can see, must surely be the price…
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