To My True Love.

To,

My True Love.

My dearest husband,

I haven’t met you yet but I know I will someday, I just wanted to write this so I can give it to you on our wedding day.

First of all, I would like to say that I’m totally and completely in love with you, even though I haven't met you yet. Silly, right? But I know that God has promised you to me, and me to you, and somewhere out there your alive and breathing waiting for me as I wait for you. Eventually one of us will make the first move to find each other, I can't wait for that day. As I said, I love you so very, very much. People say love at first sight is what true love is, but true love is when you first see that person but it isn't the first time. you've seen them so many other times in your heart, in your dreams. that’s what it will be for us, I can already feel it.

What can I say? I know your alive, I know you're in this world dreaming of me, searching for me. It's a funny feeling, knowing your somewhere out there, but I just can't see you yet, I have to wait. I hate waiting, I wonder if you found this out by now. I hope so because I’ll waste no time on our beautiful children, they'll take after their daddy in courage, love, mercy, compassion, strength, and Love for God. Well, they'll get that from both of us, the love for our almighty Father. They'll get the rest from me, tenderness, beauty. Joking, you have those too, you'll have everything that I want my children to have. As long as the girls don't look like you, or sound like you, that I will not want.

If anyone else reads this they'd think me crazy from being in love with you already, I don't even know you yet. But I do, your in my dreams, your so real to me. When I fall asleep I can feel you breath next to me, I imagine how perfectly i'll fit in your arms, just thinking of you makes me feel safe. It must have been so frustrating knowing you couldn't keep me safe during the time we were apart. It was as frustrating for me as well, I couldn't support you or comfort you, I couldn't help you or just be there when you needed a shoulder to lean on, when you were to weak to stand anymore. I want so bad to share my strength with you, how frustrated I am. I know that we're together now, so what do we have to fear but God himself?

Together, a perfect pare. Invisible to the world, but invincible to it's rulers. We will be one soon, or are we now? It doesn't matter, as long as I’m at your side, as long as your at mine. Today is the day that our search is over, and all I will be able to say is that I love you so much.

Now, correct me if I’m wrong, you are strong, confidant, loving, Godly, merciful, humble, brave, forgiving. No? Don't worry, I’m not ether. But we'll work on it together, someday we'll get there. All that matters with us is that we fight together, to the end, never quieting, never letting go of hope, of God. When I think of you I feel you beside me, I feel you breathe in and out, with each breath we breathe I love you more. I love you so much.

Tonight I will pretend to be asleep in your arms waiting for the day that it wont be a dream. The day were I find my true love.

The day I find you.

Love,

Sarah.