With each word that you read I move one more step away from you. Life had never been simple for us, yet I had never thought that it will bring us to this stage where right and wrong lose
their meanings. Do you remember the swirls that we used to make in our hot chocolate cups, my life is now tangled in one of those huge swirls maybe forever. I don’t blame you for anything Shyam,
because I am a culprit in all this as much as you are. I had always felt this twitch in my heart, I had seen it coming and like a fool I always fought away this thought. If only I had paid heed, if
only she would have not come back. If only you would have loved me enough, If only I would have loved you less. So many ifs and no answers. I tried to hate you, to forget you, but no matter
how much I try, I am not able to throw you out from my heart. I guess my heart has decided to be disloyal to me and loyal to you. It’s untamed and furious, that’s why I have to go. There is just
one last wish I make, and there is no compulsion for you to follow it. Someday when I will be long gone and you hear some old acquaintance taking my name, please don’t go away like you never knew
me. The papers are in the drawer.
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