I guess he say I wasn’t because he cupped my face gently with his big hands & kissed me slowly and passionately I felt my hear skip a beat and kissed him back. Ugggh no I shouldn’t be doing
this it isn’t right for me to lead him on if I’m not going to get in a relationship with him so I pulled away I need to start putting my plan in to action.
“Abby did I do something wrong?”
“No, no let’s get inside though, I’m cold”
He didn’t look like he believed me but he let it go and grabbed my hand and gave it a gentle squeeze.
“So nick do you still want me to help you with school?”
“If you want, I don’t really care”
I stopped and looked at him with a serious face.
“Nick you’ve got to get your life together you can’t keep doing drugs, partying all the time and throwing your education away. We have our senior year next year, don’t you want to graduate, go to college make a life for your self settle down and start a family or do you want to be some alcoholic drug addict bum living on the street”
He rested his forehead against mine and had tears in his eyes.
“Abby I never even thought about it but it sounds great well except for the bum part but abby I’m scared I’m to far gone, what if I don’t make it to graduation or past college?”
“Nick what kind of drugs have you been doing?”
He looked away from me, I grabbed his chin and made him look at me then cupped his face in my hands.
“Nick answer me”
“Well there’s a couple”
“Weed ecstasy, crack”
“No nick please tell me your joking”
I felt the tears welling in my eyes, he shook his head no and a few tears ran down his cheeks I wiped them away with my thumbs.
“Can we go some where else to talk about this like the park?”
“Of course I’ll go tell Jenn where were going”
I walked in and jenn was watching tv.
“Hey Abb’s where’s nick?”
“Is it alright if I go to the park with nick we have to talk about some things I promise I’ll be back soon”
“Of course Abby is everything alright?”
“Yeah every things fine I’ll be back soon”
I ran out to the car and as soon as I got in nick broke down sobbing so hard I couldn’t make out what he was trying to say I crawled onto his lap and he rested his head against my chest.
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