I want to share my experience with people, so if they are having a hard time in a relationship, they can learn faster what is unacceptable from a partner. I am only 19 and have had this happen to me, I've allowed it to continue long after I knew it was wrong. I am not claiming to have been bashed purple and blue, what happened was mostly manipulation and verbal abuse. I hope someone sees this and finds comfort and strength in it.
This miscellaneous is quite a serious one. It is about my childhood, the childhood I used to imagine was cool, I thought I was one of the cool kids, one that slept around and didn't care. It turns out that the sleeping around I did as a young child for six years was not exactly consentual, it could very well have been sexual abuse that endured from ages 7 to 13. I used to brag about having girlfriends and having sex but it turns out that it wasn't love, it was sexual abuse and intense bullying, the abuser would physically hurt me and constantly try to convince me to kill myself. I wrote all of this down so that people who are dealing with sme of the same problems might be able to find some answers in this, it isn't because the abuser was a girl that it wasn't abuse... and it is never too late to find this stuff out. Abuse can be presented in many forms and that can sometimes be a bit confusing.