"You love a man who doesn't give a shit about you," says the man I love who doesn't give a shit about me. But how could I possibly know that, when his contradictory actions and words have confused me to the depths of hell and back?
Relationships can be so twisted sometimes that it twists every nerve in your system and makes your thoughts wavery and unsure....
But everyone would console u saying "that's life,get a grip"
But when the goes though the brain,there no other soul that can actual feel the pain....
On the 19th of January 2013, I was rushed to the hospital late at night. I had attempted to commit suicide twice in the last two days, the latter attempt being about 5 hours earlier. It was a systematic plan that I was sure would work but because I had given my life to Christ, it really wasn’t mine to take and God didn’t sign off on it.
this i wrote on the father's day evening, i was sitting alone far away from home, where i having my studies, but i found myself in the family from where i belong. Its a father day, i just closed my eyes and a drop downs with having words for my father to have him proud on me, because he done well to prove him proud. the words in the story is real as my father with me :)
This is a journal entry I've selected and decided to share with everyone. It is out of my own personal daily journal that i write in almost everyday. I thought it was interesting, hope you guys do as well. Thanks for reading!