Sometimes when I'm sad, I write down my feelings on my computer, because what is the point in telling someone? They can't help you, only you can do that. This is one of the times when I am at my lowest. Sorry for the bad language and stuff, but this has come from a time when I was struggling with the harsh realities of this world. I don't want help from anyone, and I am not posting this because I want sympathy or attention, I am posting this so people can see inside the mind of someone who is battling mental issues, someone who is fighting them every single day.
Self hate is extremely prevalent. It is a behavior that develops or sometimes taught. The media has a huge impact, whether we'd like to admit it or not. No, you might not look like the woman on television. No, you may not be the "ideal" or "dream" guy...but that's okay. Self love is extremely important and without it we will be miserable.
18 years old in 20 days now, i found that my 17th years was a changing point in my life. I started as someone, and now i am ending as completely someone else. Listing the things i have learned through a year.