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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: October 31, 2017

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Submitted: October 31, 2017



I try.

I try to push myself everyday.

I try every time and I bleed and cry.

Just please listen to what I have to say.


I hardly feel emotions anymore.

I feel like a zombie.

I always lock the door

To my heart

because the part

That I can feel is as little as a pea


I try to remember what it’s like to be human

But I’m stuck in a loop of the motions

My nails are the arson

My body, the building

I’m just trying to stop the hurting


Please help me stop the bleeding


Like a zombie, I try everything in my power to do something

But I always fall back in the motions

And my life is bailing

I'm back in this evergoing loop


Maybe i can get at least something to budge

Like this endless babbling

I need

To do something


But the brain is gone

All that’s left is the longing for someone else's


The emotions are drained

Leaving behind the want for affection


My life has fled

Forgetting the never ending numbness


I try.

But I’m still a zombie.

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