Adoption Or Not

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

About a girl and a guy giving up their baby.

I looked into his eyes, a mistake I knew I made. The green in his eyes, told me it would be okay, but deep down in my heart I knew it wouldn't be. I didn't even want to cry, I wanted to die, I ruined my life forever, and his. But his part of the secret could be hidden, nobody had to know it was him to knocked me up. But everyone would know it was me who had sex, and would be pregnat, if I where to have an abortion, I would destroy a helpless little baby, a baby that could do great things in the world. I
 f I where to take the baby on my own, my life would never be normal agian, I couldn't be the 17 year old I knew I was, the fun loving caring always trying to keep a positive attidude on my face girl. That would no longer be me. I could give the baby up for adoption, but someday that baby would see me when they are old enought to know the truth and that baby would hate me. Because I gave them up and didn't love them. My last option is sucide, I wouldn't cause pain to my baby, the father wouldn't have to worry about taking care of me and my child. He could be on his own, the way he liked it. He could hide is identy to the human race, never telling anyone what had happened.

7 MONTHS LATER...............................April 19, 2009
My baby boy was born 5 minutes ago, his father sad to see this baby go. I'm happy and relieved. It was worth all the pain and teasing to see this little boy happy. His pround parents, not bilogical but his adoped parents hold this baby proud. He weighed, 8lbs even. What a happy little fella. I know he will be safe with them, I never want to see this baby boy agian, unless he wants to see me, I don't want to cause pain to his inocent little heart, if he wants to know about me and the father, his parents will tell him all about us. My baby boy is no longer mine, that is my gift, to the world, the little baby boy who will change us all.


Submitted: November 14, 2009

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solitaire fable

I can not Imagine giving up my son, I had no choice he was adopted by GOD. However this piece is lovely and so in depth some babies are better off where they have a better chance, my heart goes out to anyone who has this choice to make, but once a parent, always a parent and you never stop thinking of your child. My best friends adopted and its worked out. Great Job babe love Sol x

Fri, November 27th, 2009 3:06pm

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Thanks so much! I love your comments!
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Fri, November 27th, 2009 9:05am

swedish fish

Great, even though you didn't go into detail like people usually do. It wa ssimple but said so much anyway. Touching too. :^)

Mon, January 4th, 2010 7:36pm

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Aww thanks! =]
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Tue, January 5th, 2010 5:32pm

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