Age 31

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic
This is the man's side of the story when the love of his life decides to take the most precious thing in the world to him by her choosing to get an abortion.

Submitted: March 31, 2016

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At Age 31 I married my best friend

at Age 31 I held her in my arms tightly

at Age 31 I cherished her every kiss

at Age 31 I work two jobs so she can quit hers and concentrate on being a lawyer which was her dream

at Age 31 I was a proud husband

at Age 31 I was in love

 

at Age 31 I was given the greatest gift ever

at Age 31 I was told I was going to be a father

at Age 31 I watch tears of joy drip down my mom's face when I told her she was going to be a grandma

at Age 31 my father hugged me and melted in my arms with pride

at Age 31 my heart soared when I heard his on the baby monitor for the 1st time

at Age 31 we decided His name is Micheal James

 

But... at Age 31 my world came to abrupt stop

at Age 31 my wife was told by her professor that having a child could mean saying goodbye to law school

at Age 31 my wife express that at this time being lawyer was more important to her life then being a mom

at Age 31 I crawled on my knees and begged her with tears of agony to reconsider

at Age 31 I was told no

at Age 31 I brought my wife to an abortion clinic

at Age 31 I held her hand while she screamed in pain

at Age 31 I met my son for the 1st time ripped up like jigsaw puzzle on the operation table

at Age 31 the nightmares begin

at Age 31 My wife was no longer my wife, or friend she is now known to me as the one who has chosen to take life from Micheal

at Age 31 I ask for a divorce

 

at Age 31 I learned that a man can't get a divorce as easy as a women can get an abortion

at Age 31 I was force to go thru months of marriage consulting because it was state law

at Age 31 I was told by a consular that I shouldn't be selfish

at Age 31 I was told by a consular that life starts outside the womb

at Age 31 I was told by a consular to realize it was more like a parasite leching off of my wife and she choose to get rid of it

at Age 31 I stop going to consulting

at Age 31 I agree to pay alimony for her to sign the divorce papers

at Age 31 I was granted the divorce

 

at Age 31 I move back in with my parents after losing my house to the parasite who took my son's life

at Age 31 I cry myself to sleep every night

at Age 31 I have more frequent nightmares of the horrific site I saw on that operation table

at Age 31 I struggle with depression

at Age 31 I struggle with self worth

at Age 31 I struggle to love myself

at Age 31 I struggle to forgive myself

 

at Age 31 I buy a gun

 

at Age 31 I load the chamber

at Age 31 I click the hammer

at Age 31 I place the cold steel on my temple of my head

at Age 31 I pull the trigger

at Age 31 the safety was on

 

I'm currently Age 31 but you better take a picture, Because I might not make age 32


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