the last 525,600 minutes

Remember last new years? I do. I remember you writing me after months of not talking. I remember you apologizing for the things you did. i remember falling for you again. Then when i gave you my heart, the world fell through. I really dont know what happened last year, i cant separate the lies from the truths. I refuse to believe that everything last year was a lie though. at least what you felt about me. 2010 was your year, and i thank god i survived it. please, dont do that to anyone else. you really have no idea how much all that effected me. death can be a peaceful and a scary thought. im sorry i wish i couldve seen you if last year didnt happened. i bet we wouldve fallen in love. maybe