Betrayal

Pain in my side, thorns in my heart
All the pain you have laid on my shoulders has done nothing for you
Wanting me to be sad and alone… I do feel it… all along knowing you
feel it too
Still wondering how you could do something so mindless
Only caring for you and who you are
Watching my eyes bleed and my heart cry
Never knowing what is real and what is fake…
I can’t even look at you… all the disgust laid in front of me for all to see
I can’t hide it, I will show everyone the pain you cause
Throwing the pain back at you like blood on the tip of my nails
Praying for someone to hurt you, make you feel worthless
Cry for me asshole… cry
I have always done right, made everyone feel special…
I help and help only to be thrown into a wind tunnel of hate and greed
Everyone taking and keeping everything for themselves
I don’t want to be liked anymore
I don’t need all the fake lies covering my skin, making me soiled
All along making me feel wrong… like I am the one
Did I make you lie, deceit me… do I make myself turn in a grave of hate
Was it me all alone? Did I cut my own arms… did I dig my own hole
There is too much hate and anger around me, around the world…
I will forget about you
I will be better without the lies
You will feel stupid and alone…
Cry for me asshole…. Cause I am done crying for you.