A Stone At Heart

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Memoir  |  House: Booksie Classic
My genuine feeling for the loss of my dearest wife. I pray to God may Her soul find peace in heaven above. :)

Submitted: November 25, 2015

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"A shade swept away in time. I always wished to last throughout our life. I never knew this will turn down all expectations. Yet life has to move on. I cannot run away from this moment of the truth. May in heaven her soul find peace. When I think back there is a root of affection in all bonds we share. We don't know if this branch away from life's mystic living tree. I am not depressed yet a while shattered why she didn't understand our love. I am not angry yet a while I feel all of us should have taken more care. I don't regret this cruel reality of my life story but it is not so easy to forget. I cant runaway as there is a message we are all born to do. I feel the first regret I will have only if I don't face my life as it is. It is a time to comfort everyone who knew our story so far as it is a difficult situation. I pray to God may all HIS affection in our space never lose our trust in life's trials. This is the time we know who is God and HIS plans for all. Yet things will move on and so all of us."
- My Sincere feeling for this time
 
 
 
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How  I feel the pain for a loss of this life?
 
I sincerely pray God give me strength for these times,
 
How sincere all those days we spent together stay silent?
 
I sincerely endure may days ahead give me courage for this grief,
 
How without any emotions made Her so cruel for this escalation of all our care we had?
 
I sincerely feel the stranger who played this fun may not be forgiven undone in this life,
 
Do you take granted we shouldn't have met in this lifetime?
 
Why did she crimp all our expectations by this act of cruelty?
 
May be it is so hard to bear away this pain within,
 
Let God forgive everyone who bear this incidence in any act of their roles,
 
If God drafted this choice I never may forgive anyone,
 
May the song of peace,
 
One moment like a stone at heart will never forget this loss,
 
I had lot of sincere expectations,
 
Today I feel all efforts by Her well-wishers sailed this truth,
 
I can never forget this day,
 
As She was more than my life partner and best friend ever,
 
A beautiful lady more important than my life,
 
Yet I feel it was so wrong to keep expectations in this life,
 
May be this choice God carved in my life is the greatest sorrow of total faith,
 
Yet how can I forget the existence that gave all of us this form,
 
May be the supreme power has the days for more credits,
 
I hope the loneliness of this prayer is peace within,
 
Let God give His peace for everyone to forget this loss,
 
+ Amen + 


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