What didn’t kill me
Didn’t make me stronger
I don’t know if I can hold on much longer
My reality is a nightmare
I know they say life isn’t fair
But I’ve never known pain this hard
How can I get back to the start?
For the past few months I have been living in a hole
I don’t know how long it will take
To make me feel whole once more
Will I ever defeat this war?
As I take hold of the blade
I am no longer afraid
I watch as my blood pours down the drain
And washes all of my sins away
Just one more cut to keep the demons at bay
But when it’s all over
I am still not alright
And the demons keep me awake all night
As I eventually drift off to sleep
I hope that I never wake up
Because all my life does is wake me weep
And all I ever do is screw things up
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