Stay

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic
So exhausted from doing this...

Submitted: January 25, 2015

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Submitted: January 25, 2015

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Im caught in your web of lies

Your spider like legs reaching out

Wrapping me up faster and faster

Spinning me around until im suffocated by you

Prey.

Your tendrils reaching out of the darkness

Whisping, twisting, pulling me in

Everytime I try to break free of your grasp,

There you go again.

It’s those sweet words

And that crooked smile

Those baby blue eyes

And your hand in mine

Its those promises that were never meant to be broken

It’s the haunting thoughts that we could start all over

And time and time again I give in to you

And time and time again I let you pick me back up

But then there I go, spiraling

When you decide, in that moment, im not good enough

And I hate the feeling of falling

I hate my stomach in knots

And the tears on my face

And the scars on my skin

And on my heart.

And I hate the damage that’s been done

And how much I let myself put up with

In the name of

Love.

But I don’t know that I can fix myself this time

I feel like pieces of me are missing

So many times ive tried to advocate on my own behalf

So many times ive tried to start the conversation

The one that will hurt like hell

But will stop my suffering

But so many times I back down

And so many times I give in to you again

Until youre spinning me around again

Tangled up in your manipulation

Wrapped up in your web of lies

Right where you want me

Right where you want me to stay.


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