Just one of them days.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
Feeling that you can not explain.

Submitted: October 28, 2011

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Submitted: October 28, 2011



I’m not sure what my problem is, but i have a problem. I’m not sure why I have an attitude, but i have an attitude. I’m not sure why I’m hurting, but i hurt. I feel as if I am somebody i dont even recognize, like im just visiting myself. As i was out there in the world today, i wondered if people could see all the pain behind my smile. I feel like im so lost right now that i wonder if i can even be found. I feel like like this so often its ridiculous. It’s so overwhelming all i can do is cry. I have absolutely no problem crying,  its how i cope with all my emotions. I’ve tried talking with my loved ones about everything but for some reason it angers me instead of helping me. With everything that is going on right now i feel like im just…here. that’s it, just existing because of a mistake my mother made. People tell me all the time how much the love me, adore me, and how proud they are..i hear it, but i dont feel it. i have no reason to feel unloved and neglected. but i do sometimes. and im just tired…simply, tired

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