Was I Someone Else To Deny

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
The gentleman finally gives up, knowing the one he loves won't settle for him, because it's not her nature.

Submitted: July 04, 2010

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When I finally decided to let go…
Sometime during late November
Where I was willing to drive that many a mile
Because I was stuck in your trance
Willing to follow you to France
Promising to save you from the crocodile
 
I remember September representing the month of Silver
Asking for Cupid to send his arrows from his quiver
For there was something I could not prep
Watching my old man and the family dog Shep
 
I don’t gauge how hard I have tried
I just remember you hurting my personal pride
Remembering the glances as you took me for a ride
Just trying to be close to you and near to your side
 
So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”
 
Was my feeling something so easily disposed of,
Like a spare glove,
Not letting you see something you might what to know?
Did you make a list and create a poll,
Am I really that much of a troll,
Should I continue to make your heart glow?
 
I know I’d do anything to deny anything grim
But for you I’d do anything to be handy and try.
Reading to much into meaningless clues.
Letting you love whoever you choose.
 
Having you fall for me would be based upon luck
But this feeling for you is how Cupid had struck,
Now I’ve fallen and utterly stuck
As forever more I have cried.

So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”
 
For a sin of dreaming of you in that gown,
As I awake with a stumble and a moan
Failing to create something for you to see
Just looking back at an old has-been,
Wondering if it’d be something I wish I’d seen,
Acting as nothing but what I want us to be,
 
Walking around aimlessly in the town,
Expectations of you to continually run me down.
But yet the tables have turned;
You let me into your life so not all bridges are burned.
Wondering if our relationship will kick off with sparks,
Singing high like a lark,
Just don’t shoot me down like a shark
As forever more I have cried.

So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone to else deny?”
 
Oh if you were with me, we’d make everything a belter.
Just don’t take my heart off to the smelter.
Forgiving the loves of our past.
Looking after another like we were made of pure glass.
Looking at you - my dearest lass,
Wondering if one’s sole love going to last.
 
Is this real I predict and safely assume
Heartache with you I am safely immune.
Remembering the way you create your trance,
Never giving negatives a sideways glance!
You’ve allowed my heart to have healed;
Uncovering whatever you had often concealed.
But now I ask you what was unsealed
As forever more I have cried.

So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”
 
Smiling as I wake up next to your pretty face.
Loving your touch - reminiscent of lace.
Cured from the curse we share - goodbye pain.
Together we lie: together we have click!
Oh, I do love you chick.
I’m positive by this is what God did intend.
 
Escaped the clasp of this cage
Oh it feels like I’ve been there an age.
I’m glad we’ve had time to gel
Better than being stuck alone with time to dwell.
Loving you from first sight
Remember falling for you at the first bite.
Bringing an end to this final plight
As forever more I have cried.

How often was I thinking,
So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”
 
Using our feelings together as the glues
Keeping the love as reason we cruise
Loving you so much more everyday
Oh but I cannot ask for much more
I have since forgotten such pain and such gore
However I remember one unhappy day
 
One day we were both deemed
For what something was seemed
Presented to us based on a token
We were so frequently outspoken.
A letter that arrived to us in the post;
The consequences were not of something to boast
As forever more I have cried.

So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”
 
So farewell as I drive with a deep sigh
Leaving with my heart that’s so heavy
Looking up at the clouds left in the sky.
The sights of you leaving my eye
Wondering “was it real, if so why.
“were you mine or was I someone else to deny?”


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