Love: An Illness?
Miscellaneous by: AllegroTK
Sigh...it's been a while...lots going in my life...I'm a girl...bisexual...my girlfriend broke up with me...We were getting pretty serious EIGHT MONTHS we dated. But she "grew up" (that's what she told me) and realized that I wasn't what she wanted in terms of a long term relationship...this is after we talked about living together, and getting married and having a family. Now all of those things are difficult to come by for a same-sex couple but they're not impossible. But she knows about my plans for medical school. And how it'll be a little while before I ever get a chance to truly settle down. It hurt...because I truly loved her. And I know she loved me...in the moment. And I thought she was going to love me forever. We never even "came out" and I know that her parents wouldn't have liked it and there was just a lot of factors that I guess weighed in on her decision to break up with me. I wish she would have realized all of those things earlier though. I'm the first girl she ever had feelings for. And she left because she started liking a guy she admits she barely knows. And I felt thrown away. But it's hard...to just let go of her...because she's my best friend. I've told her everything about me. My wants my fears my trials and tribulations. I guess I hate feeling like I wasn't enough. The hardest part...is wanting someone and knowing that they don't want you.
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