I won't miss you

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
A poem I wrote a while ago, I forgot what it was for.

Submitted: August 08, 2010

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I'm trying not to just grab the razor and cut away,

to just forget all my problems for that one minute,

and stop wishing,

stop breathing.

Maybe if I'm lucky that's what will happen.

Cut to deep,

down too far,

too much blood lost.

I keep thinking.

Do you really miss me?

Do you even still love me?

Did you ever?

I wish you would tell me,

stop me from doing this to myself.

I don't know what to think anymore.

You're driving me to do this.

I wish I could stop,

but I can't.

It's habbit now.

Just grab a razor and cut when life goes too far,

to make sure I'm still alive.

To take away the pain on the inside.

Tears are streaking my face,

making it hard to see.

They show me how much you hurt me,

how much you mean to me,

how badly I let myself trust your lies,

knowing I would get hurt in the end.

But you still said you loved me,

and I still said it back.

Knowing you didn't mean it,

Knowing I was just a step in your plan.

I hate you.

I love you.

I miss you.

I want you.

I can't believe you.

I can't believe me.

I hate all this,

I wish it would just go away,

leave me and haunt someone else.

But it won't no matter how bad I wish it would.

Cause' I fell in love,

it's my curse and my pain.

I'm sorry,

but I can't live with it.

So this is the last thing you'll hear me say.

I love you,

Goodbye.

I won't miss you,

I promise.


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