One miskate and i brake down

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I thought i could handle seeing you
i thought wrong
i got anwers from you

Submitted: February 17, 2011

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Submitted: February 17, 2011

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One mistake I made
I thought if I saw you nothing would happen
 
It was quite the opposite
Brought back memories
 
You really are the same person
You look at me the same way
 
I know you don’t love me
You are my father, but you don’t seem like one
 
I told you how I felt
I don’t understand why I did
 
I asked questions
I got the answers
 
Some answers shock me
Some angered me
Some made me cry
 
I now know why you did it
You say you loved my body too much
To let it go to waste
 
This made me cry
I know that is true
That’s why you molested me
Touched me
 
You didn’t love me
You love my body
 
I asked if you ever thought about what you were doing
I got an answer
You said you did think
But didn’t want to miss your chance
This made me angry
You manipulated my trust 
 
I asked what you gained from hurting me
You said you got pure pleasure from my body
That I was worth every scream and cry
 That came from my mouth
 
I asked did I do something wrong
You said that you were to beautiful for someone else but you
That you are the most I deserve, that I don’t deserve anyone loving
 
I asked did I deserve all of it
You say that I did and always will
Because I'm not good enough for your family
 
I asked was it my fault
You said yes
I shouldn’t have fought you off
I should have let you
If I did it wouldn’t have been so intense
 
And after you say this
I'm still believing you
 
Are you right?


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