You are not my father (valentines treat)

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You are no longer my father
you have lost a daughter

Submitted: February 14, 2011

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Submitted: February 14, 2011

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Valentines treat is what you said
How was I supposed to know what you meant?
 
I was so used to the abuse I thought you were going to give me a break
Yeah right!
 
She couldn’t give you what you wanted
So you took me instead!
 
I remember this day
I remember what you did
 
It's not like I wasn’t used to the abuse
But to make it worse
You told me that I was unwanted
 
You said I deserved all of this
That it is my fault
 
I'm not good enough for anyone
 
What you did to me I can’t forget
If you think I'm coming back to you
Don’t get your hopes up
 
You can’t touch me now
I have no feelings for you
 
You are not my father!
 
A father should not molest their own daughter
Touch her against her will
Beat the crap out of her!
 
But that’s what you did to me
 
You are not my father!
 
I don’t know what it is like to have a loving father
If you didn’t want me why did you have me?
 
Why did you keep me?
 
If I left, what would you do?
 
Would you feel pain?
 
Would you feel guilt?
 
Fathers are supposed to protect their children
What was I to you?
 
You little toy?
For you to molest?
Beat?
Abuse?
Rape?
 
That’s all I am to you!
 
I'm not your daughter!
 
I don’t forgive you
 
The memory of you is engraved in my mind
 
You told me it wasn’t wrong
You had the right to me
My body!
 
No you don’t
Never have, and you never will again
 
I might not have been able to fight you off
But I can stand up for myself by saying to you
 
I am no longer your daughter, I can’t forgive you,
I'm not letting you back into my life!
 
I may not have a family but I have faith
Faith and hope that I can get better!
 
From you
You are the one that broke me
But I am the one that can fix me!
 
You’re not my father!
Valentines treat!


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