Wantin' all my words to come out right
'cause its getting hard to spend these nites
having to hold everything inside
tired of feelin' like I've died
so,here goes nothin' but all of me
hope that I can make you see
without you simply laughin'
'cause I'm sayin' sorry for what happened
never thought in my wildest dreams
I'd be seein' the things I seen
feel like I'm here tryin' to explain excuses
which makes it harder to write this....
Been lookin' for as many ways as I can
just to forget everything that I am
no matter what I say, I'm feelin' the opposite
keep thinkin' that I got something to prove
runnin' to smoke away the truths
still short of breath from the last hit
seen how I was livin' thru my ego
that never left the streets
and my pride never knew defeat
my addictions jsut wouldn't let go
so when it came time to step up
and be all of the promises I made
didn't happen 'cause I fell for the hate
and my fears wouldn't ever let up
just kept buildin' inside my head
that only let me give people half
before I resorted to this act
bein' cold hearted lookin' dead
playin' this game back & forth
with myself I done lost my mind
so the losses add up & every nite
I'm tryin' to just ignore
everything that I know is right.....
So, I'm lookin' for something to say
or at least be able to explain
whats goin' on inside of me
how I didn't want to see
everything end like it did & how hard
it was seein' I was close, but yet so far
from being everything I was suppose to
for reasons it was you that I came to
didn't know I was riskin' more then I should
needin' to give more then I could
found out everyone has a weakness
burn so much that you're sleepless
keep tryin' to put the pieces back together
hopin' that it will all get better
'cause it always seems to remain the same
and it ain't ever easy tryin' to understand
that it takes a lot to be this man
so I'm startin' from the beginin'
tryin' to re-write this endin'.....
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