Dilemma Story of a little Child

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Dilemma Story of a little Child
Rohan Gupta, a software engineer , who works in a reputed software company, in Bangalore , India, was sitting in his company's cabin. His office closing time was 6.00 pm. He was sitting on the chair and thinking something while staring the watch as today there was no workload and when he lost in his childhood memories he didn't know. At that time clock was showing 4.30 pm.

He was thinking about his junior high school . The school was affiliated by CBSE Board up to 8th class. He was thinking that how girls molested him in his childhood when he was studying in 4th class , he was thinking about 4th class because he had forgotten the memories of his earlier classes like 2nd and 3rd class etc.

He always felt humiliated when girls molested him and his other friends teased him. It was not with girls only, sometimes some of their senior classes boys also molested him. He didn't understand why it is so with him. He never shared this with his parents as they had no time for him, they were only concerned with his marks and results.

His father was an army man and his mother was running her beauty parlor . His father generally lived out of the city, and his mother was so much indulged with her work as she had no child. Beauty parlor was situated at the front side of his house and the family lived in the back side of the house.

But in reality he knew that it was not the only reason , the main reason was he was introvert. He didn't want to share his problems with anyone until he realized that he can not solve his problem himself.

He shared his problem with God only, whenever he faced any problem he looked at the sky and said to God that i am trying to find the solution of my problem , please help me and then he started searching the solution of his problem , after sometime he got solution of his problem. Sometime it took , few seconds , few minutes , few days , few months or few years , to get the solution and if it didn't happen then he again looked at the sky and asked to God , why he is playing with him and not giving solution for his problem, then he felt that God was saying that search the solution yourself, because you don't want to share your problem with anyone not even with your parents , how foolish you are , but after that incident, he had gotten the solution for his problem by God within few minutes or few days.

In his first puzzled situation of his school time, the same thing was happened with him. He tried a lot himself to find out the solution but he failed and at last he prayed to God and then he found the solution within two days, that it was happening with him, because of being cute and intelligent . He had come to know that solution when he was crossing near to his classmates , some notorious classmates were talking about him, they were chatting with one another that Rohan is so cute and intelligent that due to jealousy they always couldn't stop themselves to molest him, when they saw him.

He knew that he was cute and intelligent , because sometime his mother also said the same thing to him, when she was free from her work, but he didn't pay attention to his mother's words, but now he had come to know the reason behind it .

These incidences were common with him. He has clearly remember that day when he got the news of his father's death , in Kargil war between India and Pakistan.

From that day it seemed to him that God was not happy with him , first of all he was shocked by his father's death and beside this her mother's beauty parlor was also going to be shut down, due to her skin disease, women and girls had started to stop coming at his parlor as they got news of her illness, and it was not so easy to lead life in his father's pension in the costly city like Bangalore.

So he started doing jobs in his early age of 20. He used to work whole day and studied at night those days, due to this extensive pressure , he started looking aged than his age. He still remember that day when he finished his MCA by IGNU in such a typical situation, but he never said anything to anyone, when he had frustrated with his situations he repeated his same conversation to God and said , i am trying to find out the solution of my problem help me , but every time he felt God is laughing on him and saying find the solution yourself.

Now this exercise had become the part of his life. He didn't want to do any private job ever, he wanted to be an army officer , he didn't love his father actually but he liked the army's everything beside his father, why it was so with him. He didn't know.

He tried to find out the solution of this situation but again he remained fail to got the solution himself then he again prayed to God to help him and then he got the solution after few days that life is not only for earning money , fulfilling your dreams but it possess greater meaning ....
which he came to know during his hard situations , when he worked in such places , where he didn't want to work and after meeting with those people , to whom he didn't want to meet as they were not belonged to his status and the working conditions were not of his type, but that time he understood that we are merely puppets of God, with whom , God play according to his wish and we can only try to solve our problems and convert our circumstances according to us, but the result in his hands.

He was indulged in his memories of childhood, at meantime someone clapped on his back and said, don't you have to go home , he said sure and he left the office for the day.

Now he is leading his life without any problem as he is working as a software engineer in a reputed firm and his mother has started running her beauty parlor again with his newly wed wife after getting rid of her skin disease.

He knows very well that this situation will also not remain same forever, but he is not worried now as his Dilemma has been over and he had come to know that the real aim of one's life is not only earning money to lead good life , but in reality life is for getting salvation by staying connected with God, so that either we will get salvation (Freedom from all problems ) or if we get new birth then it will be with luxuries and full of God grace and a next chance to get liberation or salvation.

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Dilemma Story of a little Child

 

Rohan Gupta, a software engineer , who works in a reputed software company, in Bangalore , India, was sitting in his company's cabin. His office closing time was 6.00 pm. He was sitting on the chair and thinking something while staring the watch as today there was no workload and when he lost in his childhood memories he didn't know. At that time clock was showing 4.30 pm.

He was thinking about his junior high school . The school was affiliated by CBSE Board up to 8th class. He was thinking that how girls molested him in his childhood when he was studying in 4th class , he was thinking about 4th class because he had forgotten the memories of his earlier classes like 2nd and 3rd class etc.

He always felt humiliated when girls molested him and his other friends teased him. It was not with girls only, sometimes some of their senior classes boys also molested him. He didn't understand why it is so with him. He never shared this with his parents as they had no time for him, they were only concerned with his marks and results.

His father was an army man and his mother was running her beauty parlor . His father generally lived out of the city, and his mother was so much indulged with her work as she had no child. Beauty parlor was situated at the front side of his house and the family lived in the back side of the house.

But in reality he knew that it was not the only reason , the main reason was he was introvert. He didn't want to share his problems with anyone until he realized that he can not solve his problem himself.

He shared his problem with God only, whenever he faced any problem he looked at the sky and said to God that i am trying to find the solution of my problem , please help me and then he started searching the solution of his problem , after sometime he got solution of his problem. Sometime it took , few seconds , few minutes , few days , few months  or few years , to get the solution and if it didn't happen then he again looked at the sky and asked to God , why he is playing with him and not giving solution for his problem, then he felt that God was saying that search the solution yourself, because you don't want to share your problem with anyone not even with your parents , how foolish you are , but after that incident, he had gotten the solution for his problem by God within few minutes or few days.

In his first puzzled situation of his school time,   the same thing was happened with him. He tried a lot himself to find out the solution but he failed and at last he prayed to God and then he found the solution within two days, that it was happening with him, because of being cute and intelligent . He had come to know that solution when he was crossing near to his classmates , some notorious classmates were talking about him, they were chatting with one another that Rohan is so cute and intelligent that due to jealousy they always couldn't stop themselves to molest him, when they saw him.

He knew that he was cute and intelligent , because sometime his mother also said the same thing to him, when she was free from her work, but he didn't pay attention to his mother's words, but now he had come to know the reason behind it .

These incidences were common with him. He has clearly remember that day when he got the news of his father's death , in Kargil war between India and Pakistan.

From that day it seemed to him that God was not happy with him , first of all he was shocked by his father's death and beside this her mother's beauty parlor was also going to be shut down, due to her skin disease, women and girls had started to stop coming at his parlor as they got news of her illness, and it was not so easy to lead life in his father's pension in the costly city like Bangalore.

So he started doing jobs in his early age of 20. He used to work whole day and studied at night those days, due to this extensive pressure , he started looking aged than his age. He still remember that day when he finished his MCA by IGNU in such a typical situation, but he never said anything to anyone, when he had frustrated with his situations he repeated his same conversation to God and said , i am trying to find out the solution of my problem help me , but every time he felt God is laughing on him and saying find the solution yourself.

Now this exercise had become the part of his life. He didn't want to do any private job ever, he wanted to be an army officer , he didn't love his father actually but he liked the army's everything beside his father, why it was so with him. He didn't know.

He tried to find out the solution of this situation but again he remained fail to got the solution himself then he again prayed to God to help him and then he got the solution after few days that life is not only for earning money , fulfilling your dreams but it possess greater meaning ....
which he came to know during his hard situations , when he worked in such places , where he didn't want to work and after meeting with those people , to whom he didn't want to meet as they were not belonged to his status and the working conditions were not of his type, but that time he understood that we are merely puppets of God, with whom , God play according to his wish and we can only try to solve our problems and convert our circumstances according to us, but the result in his hands.

He was indulged in his memories of childhood, at meantime someone clapped on his back and said, don't you have to go home , he said sure and he left the office for the day.

Now he is leading his life without any problem as he is working as a software engineer in a reputed firm and his mother has started running her beauty parlor again with his newly wed wife after getting rid of her skin disease.

He knows very well that this situation will also not remain same forever, but he is not worried now as his Dilemma has been over and he had come to know that the real aim of one's life is not only earning money to lead good life , but in reality life is for getting salvation by staying connected with God, so that either we will get salvation (Freedom from all problems ) or if we get new birth then it will be with luxuries and full of God grace and a next chance to get liberation or salvation.
 

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