Write Your Heart Out!!

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: March 16, 2020

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Submitted: March 16, 2020

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Write your heart out!

Life is like a star there is a time when you shine brightly, there is a time when you get black. The ups and downs of life give you a lesson yet you don't want to learn.

Life is beautiful in its way similarly life give you a hard time. The ones who believe that they have full control or the whole soul of one belongs to them are at the wrong end. One can only have his/her soul. The second belongs to the one who accompanies them in their journey.

Life is wonderful if you tend to make it wonderful. Life can get worst if you make it worst. Today the topic on which I tend to talk is LIFE.

Most importantly, as usual, I would talk only about myself.

I never enjoyed the blessed life I have been given. Even me who has everything in his life is seeking for something else. It was easy for me to say to myself that I am happy alone. Yet none would understand the being alone might bring pain aswell. I seek to get some space into someone's heart. Yesterday I was talking to a friend who said that I keep on degrading me on a stance that I am not worth it. I lied to her that I do it for the reason to expect something better but the bitter truth is I don't expect anything.

Lies have never been part of me but sometimes I believe that if I keep on telling me people I remain sad or that I feel alone they might think I am being desperate for something.

It is a life experience you face everything in it.

I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired of being alone. Having no one on the side. Having no one to whom you could tell everything and burst yourself out infront of them. I want to seek refuge in one's heart. Don’t take me to such a heart which doesn't have any importance for me nor to such a heart who does for sympathy.

Allow me to find one heart which beats for me. That one heart who start to pump fast as soon as my name is taken infront of them. Allow me to have such a person who has this heart. Allow me to go old with such a person. Allow me the best time of my life.

I don't rush to find the wrong one and regret it later on. Yet the one who does has feeling for me I have no concerns with what have one done in the past. Nor I want her to recall it nor I want her to tell me everything before it. Yes, I do want that when the time comes and she allows me to be the owner that heart one should try not to make such a mistake which would lead to distrust.

Today, I believe nothing is more painful than knowing the one whom you trusted everything broke the trust. A person like me would always have blind trust in one. Yet that blind trust should not be broken because I believe if the trust is again broken there won't a chance of saving this guy once again.

What a beautiful quote I just read it say " We all are stars, wishing for someone to adore the way we are."

I wonder whether the star of mine will shine again or it had all blacked out. The hope is still alive but just like the spark is required to lit the fire. Currently, no spark can be found anywhere.

Bring the best out of your Rana and you will hope and the spark. It's easy to say that when the time will come you would get what you actually but something when the time comes you might have no interest in the same thing. It's just like constant pain leads you to be strong and later on, you don't feel the pain. I fear that my pain would be over soon but I would then lose the basic interest of life.

Like it is said that the kids should be allowed to play have fun in life and if they are not allowed to do so then? Then, the thing always remains with the person and the person can not overcome it and along with that, the person doesn’t have any kind of childhood so one doesn't have the feelings ever.

I don't know why am I writing so much today. Normally, I don't write and express myself. But maybe you are only one to whom I can tell even I fall in love. I can tell and you won't judge me. I'm not a sick person nor I am desperate for anyone yet I require someone in my life. I have kept my door open so that people may enter and might be a chance that the right one might enter aswell.

 

Rana Muhammad Ammad Ul Haq


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