One Love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
Love doesnt happen only on the silver screen it happens in real life in a far more better way than we can ever imagine.Little did I think it would happen to me in real life and change my life in a night.This is my story.

Submitted: January 10, 2014

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  One Love

Love doesnt happen only on the silver screen it happens in real life in a far more better way than we can ever imagine.Little did I think it would happen to me.In your life you meet so many people. Some you never think about again. Some, you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some that you wish you never have to think about again,but you do.And then there are some who take your breath away.Touch your soul.Make you feel like a princess and forever,forever stay in your heart.

Now what is the probability that you meet someone online at random.He turns out to be a guy born in the same star sign as mine,Born in the same year,same month,just a day difference between our birthdays ,From the same country.This proves a theory again.Like poles do attract.When two people both of the same sign get together, it can be the love connection of a lifetime. As they say Destiny decides who you meet in life,but its only your heart,that can decide who gets in to stay.

Yes this is what happened to me when I spoke to him for the first time.I met him on a social networking site that night.We started talking about movies.We started to get to know each other.We had a compatibility that you have with very few people.I have heard of the word soul mate before but never did I think i will find someone till I spoke to him. We had a natural deep affinity that we couldnt stop talking for 4 hours.Talking to a stranger whom you have never met before,never seen him ,do not know where is he from and still can talk to him with the same ease as you talk to your childhood friend is something different and doesnt happen everyday.We spoke for two hours on the networking site.May be the site was not efficient enough to catch upto the speed we wanted to talk.We exchanged our email ID's started talking on our personal accounts.We couldnt stop talking.It was like a magic that happened that night.

We were not two teenagers having a crush on each other.Two people more matured,he is a future lawyer and I work for a MNC. We do know the pros and cons of this kind of relationship. But still couldnot resist that strong feeling we had for each other that night .We spoke all about movies,life,families all night.We spoke about our favourite past times.And then when we were talking about travelling.It suddenly caused a misunderstanding between us.He thought I was showing off.Now how on earth can I prove it on him on a chat screen that there is nothing like that.
 
He said " I think we cannot hit it off.Let's stop it here and now".I would have never felt bad If I heard this from some guy I met in a coffee store and spoke for 2 hours.But this sentence when I heard it from him,my heart skipped a beat.I have never felt so lost for someone I did not see in my 24  years.Thats when I realised,the reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls were connected.I Could ask him to stay but who am I to ask a stranger to stay,Its hard to wait around for something you know might never happen,but its even harder to give up when you know its everything you want. I thought I would loose him forever.
 
We decide to talk the next day.We spoke all night and early in the morning till 4 ,just when we were about to sleep.We were wishing each other "good night,take care".He suddenly said "I have fallen for you and I love you.I love the way you talk to me.Even though I didnt see you.I can still feel that bond with you.A strong bond that I have never ever felt with anyone."It was like a dream come true to me.He was saying out everything, I wanted to tell him.May be this is love.Even if we are miles and miles away.It was like he could hear my heart beat and is saying out everything i wanted to tell him.My heart was racing with every word he said,I just wanted to hug him and feel his breath on my neck.Kiss him and tell him " I love you too".I was just not able to tell him any single feeling of mine.I wished he could see me and realise how he is making me feel .I was just silent and reading eveything that appeared on the chat screen .I couldnt reply a word,It was like living the dream and then he said it "I want you near me,I want to kiss you." 
 
Thats a feeling that cannot be described by anyone.I was confused on what I should I tell him,how should I ever tell him. I love him.This is the guy I have never seen.I do not even know if he is a guy or just trying to make some fun of me.I was afraid what should I do if that happens.I was excited I am in love.I was nervous if the right thing is happening to me.I just got up from bed and prayed god "why are you doing this to me,I am a conservative,god fearing girl who never talks to a stranger on a social networking site why did I do it today.Why did you let me do it .Is this your plan all along" .I just wanted god to reply to my questions,guide me what to do.I tossed a coin thrice putting the coin near his feet.It was "YES" all the three times.I was just on cloud nine.So happy that words would be less.I replied "I like you too,I love talking to you.I'll see you tomorrow at 10." The next day i couldnt stop thinking about him.The way he made me feel.We didnot talk about anything other than movies or families,just a talk you would have with anyone.Then why is this one special.Why does he make me so happy.Is it the same thing happening to him.Where can I find the answer to all this questions.I just wanted to see him. Look at his eyes to know if all this is true.I wanted to look in his eyes find answer to all my questions.
 
The next day was a weekend.We couldnot talk for two days.I do not know how he looks,I have never spoken to him and above all, those two days I was not even talking to him but still I was thinking about him.I was talking to his vague image,that I formed for myself in my brain.For a second I thought to myself,Did I go crazy? May be yes.I was crazy.May be yes that is the feeling of love.It makes you do all kinds of weird things you have never done before in your life.Smiling to yourself.Talking to yourself.I have read somewhere in a news paper the symptoms of love. "You bounce between exhilaration, euphoria, increased energy, sleeplessness, loss of appetite, trembling, a racing heart and accelerated breathing, as well as anxiety, panic and feelings of despair when your relationship suffers even the smallest setback. These mood swings parallel the behavior of drug addicts. And indeed, when in-love people are shown pictures of their loved ones, it fires up the same regions of the brain that activate when a drug addict takes a hit. Being in love, researchers say, is a form of addiction. " Yes indeed he is my new addiction. People say being in love is just an added relation ship to your life.Choose the right person,it changes your entire life.
 
My day is no longer starting with morning coffee,It starts with a email to my love. I no longer go back to bed reading a book,I sleep wishing him good night.He is the first one I think of when I get up.He is the last one I think of when I sleep.Throughout the day he is the only one I think about. Does he feel the same way about me.Does he love me the same way as I do.I really wanted to hear his voice.I opened a yahoo ID just to talk to him.Look at the person I love so much.I dont know how I spent the weekend or what I did for the two days.But I do remember this,I was thinking all about him.My brain had a million questions to answer for. Is he real?Was this a dream?Do I really love him so much?Why is that I never felt the same way about someone whom I met in person?Why do I feel so desperate to talk to him?Is all this madness really love?
 
But the funniest question of all which every woman has when she falls in love is "Does he talk to every other woman in the same way?"  What should I do if the answer is yes?What should I do if I find out the he is a flirt. The best question was what should I do If I never see him again. How can I forget this guy who took my breath away.
 
We stayed in touch in emails.He responded to my every email with patience.Atleast this shows that he cares for me.He responded to my every email in just an hour.Atleast I can be sure he is not playing with my feelings.Monday night has finally come.He was waiting for me.He gave me a voice call as soon as I came online.I heard his voice but I wanted to see him.He said no.I was worried why did he say no.We spoke for two hours on voice call.I wanted to see him.I was really desperate to see him.Finally I couldnt stop myself I asked him.Let me see you for 2-3 secs atleast.He finally agreed.He  gave me video call. I SAW HIM.
 
I was awestruck looking at him.Did he really look that good.Or my love for him is making him look so good.Everytime he smiled my heart skipped a beat.We just sat looking at each other for 10mins.no talking.Just looking at each other.I could spend my entire life looking at this guy. The video call which we decided to have for 2-3 secs became a 2-3 hour call.We were so into each other.I wanted to hold his hands.Touch him feel him.Thats the problem of having a cyber relation.We love the other person but we cannot reach them.Now this guy who has become my world is not physically in my world.I can feel him talk to him only if my system is on.
 
We spoke for a really really long time from then on.All night,but there was this problem we always had he never trusted me.Slowly love started fading away.The magic that we had was not true.It was all everything I imagined.I do not know if he wanted to play with my feelings but there was only one thing i wanted meet him in person ...look him in the eye and tell him.This is not a teenage crush.Im 24yrs old and i know what I feel .I just want to have a future with you.Live with you forever.I wanted to fly down to his place,tell him everything thats running in my mind talk to him in person ...show him im trustworthy....there was no point of doing all this when he doesnt like me. Love is a magic only when it happens on both sides.Only when both of them trust each other.Only when both of them have those feelings for each other.The day I knew he was not serious about me.I could feel the tremor under my feet. 
 
My friend asked me what will you do now.The only thing that came to my mind was treat him like my best friend.But how can I ever ever in my life tell him i will love you forever.....my love for you is always true .....the day I see him I will take him in my arms kiss him and tell him ...".babe you are my first love....i have treasured you that way ...."I decided to get married and start a new life. Far away from this place where I will never see him....Im afraid if i look at him or talk to him again .....my love for him may come back again .....i may force him to stay with me .....but forever forever im my life 
I wll treasure him as a beautiful memory .....a guy who took my breath away .....my good friend .... I love you no matter what......forever and forever....never come back to me ......beacuse i cannot dream of a new life with you again and take disappointment again .......I dont call this a love failure.....becuase u have taught me the meaning of love and what is love....
 
 


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