Bullying Hell

Poem by: AmyLoux

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What my life is- Hell

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Submitted: March 11, 2014

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Darkness follows me everywhere, 
It’s hard not to be afraid. 
I live with demons making jokes, 
About all the life choices I've made 
Made fun of all my years of life, 
I never had a chance, 
they’d laugh, point and walk away, 
taking only one glance. 
I never knew what friendship was, 
at school I stood alone 
Until others made me start to cry, 
So I called my dad to take me home. 
I’d lay my head down on the desk, 
To dream of a different place, 
But, really, I was hiding the tears, 
That had been streaming down my face. 
Spit balls always in my hair, 
names called across the hall. 
Hands pushing and shoving me everywhere, 
trying to make me fall. 
Big red F’s across every paper 
My parents not impressed. 
But I assured them everything was fine, 
And this time I’d try my best. 
Teachers looking past my eyes. 
Not seeing the pain that dwelled within. 
They never knew I begged my parents every morning 
to not to send me to this hell again. 
I began faking being sick 
and staying home just because I could. 
Afraid of getting tortured again 
deep down I knew I would. 
I tried my best to follow through 
but each day was misery 
I was harassed every single day, 
and my parents fought because of me 
I locked myself in my room 
waiting for the day 
I decided I had enough 
I would run away 
Run away to a far away place 
where no one knew my name 
where I no longer had to suffer 
and hang my head in shame 
The day I waited for never came 
and I lost all my pride 
so instead of living my own life 
I decided to always hide. 
I hid away in my home 
I dropped out of school 
not because I was lazy 
or thought it was cool 
kids made my life hell 
as teachers would sit and stare 
as if they were making fun of a wall 
as if I wasn't there 
the other day i came across 
a rule I read aloud 
that had tears streaming down my face: 
“No bullying is allowed” 
No one tried to save my life 
No one tried to make me see 
That I was no failure 
that they believed in me 
So here I am broken and cold 
sitting all alone 
in this new hell I've created 
that place I call ‘home’


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