Nothing Like Me-Consumed

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
How I feel. I'm being torn down by something that has consumed me...

Submitted: August 10, 2012

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Consumed by hate. Drawn by love. Emotions dwelling on nothing, but yet everything that isn't me. Feeling like a thousand pounds of weight was dropped on me. And then feeling as light as a feather falling off a dove adrift in the air. Spinning around. My head feels heavy, like I can't move. But no later am I as energetic as 5 year olds fighting over the last lolipop. Yet, what does that show? I'm being pulled down by something that has taken my shape. My voice. My emotions. My life. I'm dead. I can't feel myself anymore. It's all gone. It's been blown away like ashes into the mist of night. No one can find me because it is too unreal. I'm dreaming and anything is possible. I could yell and dance all I want... Until someone in reality pops my bubble with a fine needle. So sharp I feel its stab in my heart.That brings me down. Makes me feel unwanted. Unloved. Yet I know I'm loved. I know I'm wanted. Some part of me doesn't want to let go. It's a coward. It's afraid of losing. Of losing a friend. A person. A other half. It's scared beyond its mind to be left alone. To be broken hearted in the middle of nowhere but the void in its life. So all the personalities just want love. Life. They need help. Once they disappear I will feel new. I will for once feel real, unfabricated love and happiness. I will for once feel like me.


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