You're fine.

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When you're mind suddenly splits into two, you know one is going to argue with the other. Especially when it's about the person you love most.

Submitted: October 19, 2012

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Submitted: October 19, 2012

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Act happy, act happy, act happy. Don't let him believe you're upset, even though you know you are. You'll ruin his night. Let him be the guy he was before he dived into a relationship with you. Make yourself seem like the girl he asked out 8 months ago. Trust him enough to drink and dance with other girls; DON'T ASSUME. Smile. Smile. Type some smiles; all smiles! If he doesn't answer; oh well. You're not phased. Suck it up, be the girl that all his friends want. Be the girl that seems like she's not phased by anything, lets him do whatever he wants. Leave him to be a free man. Just remember all the things he's done for you; he loves you. He's not a flirt, he's not a cheat. He's just popular; and he'd have a lot of people to answer to if he fucked up. As Sarah said, he's good like that. He's good with relationships, long term ones. He's great with giving a girl what she wants... almost. So let him have his fun. Don't let everyone at the party think of him as a whipped boyfriend who sits in the corner of the party texting and messaging his girlfriend every five minutes instead of enjoying a party. That's all it is; a party. And Tayla's there. She'll tell me if anything suspicious went down. But nothing will, because he loves you, and you're in his head every second. Relax. Breathe. SMILE. Happiest girls are always the prettiest... just remember that. Even if you have to act happy. He loves it when you're happy. Don't be the whiny bitchy clingy girlfriend that no one wants compaining in their ear every fifve seconds. Give him a reason to think he makes you happy; because you know how much he does, Ash. Give him his freedom, you know he'll spend most of the time thinking of you anyway. Oh fuck... he messaged back.
 
Yes, he mentions a girl. He mentions their having fun. His comments don't have the same stinging effect on you, Ashleigh. You're all smiles. You're glad you're having fun. Plaster that smile on and tell him you're fine with it. He won't do anything with her. Relax. Breathe. He's just having fun. Ask him if he's drinking? Hmmm.... he might take that as an interrogation. But he's your boyfriend, you should feel comfortable asking these questions and he should be comfortable to reply honestly to you; without feeling guilty.... he messaged back. Here goes nothing.
 
Oh god, Ash, why do your responses have to be so long? Keep it short, sweet, simple, and happy. He reassured you... you know he loves you. So you should know that he'd much rather be dancing or drinking with some friends than messaging his girlfriend. Even if they are all girls... another message. Jeez. 
 
Aw. He does love you. He asks for your feelings... are you okay that he's there? Answer him honestly. Well, are you? You're glad he's having fun, but deep down you know you'd rather him be with you at home in bed than at a party with a bunch of people. OKAY, so the real problem is; you want to be there. So badly, with him. He asks you if your phone's working... after the long message you just sent to him? He's drunk, Ash, relax. Maybe it's a good thing it's not actually working; you know you couldn't handle literally hearing all the fun he's having. With other people. With other girls.
 
Oh, so the girls want to call you... see this is a different story, Ashleigh. These girls that he's with; their your friends. They'd never do anything you know you wouldn't approve of; or you'd hear of it straight away. However, they do have habits of stabbing peoples backs.. 
 
He calls you babe. Hearts and all. Face it Ash, in his head, you know nothing matters more than you do. He wants be be reassured that you're happy, so REASSURE HIM. You don't mind. You're fine.. on the outside. Really. *Smiles*.  


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