INSECURITY IN LOVE

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What happens when insecurity arises in love?
Who is to be blamed for it???

Submitted: November 23, 2011

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INSECURITY IN LOVE
 
Insecurity in me,Insecurity in love
You went over me and all the way above.
When we got along and started our relation
I had thought God had blessed us with a beautiful creation.
You were confused and unsure of our future together
Still I promised my support and so did my mother.
Our love was a perfect blend of coffee with cream
Togetherness was my ultimate goal and the only dream.
Life with you changed completely and got a new meaning
I had thought even about our marriage and its screening.
Hanging out together and dropping you at home
I still miss your tasty delicacies wherever I roam.
The memories and moments I shared with you makes me feel numb
As it was my first time in love and not any rule of thumb.
 
Insecurity in me,Insecurity in love
You went over me and all the way above.
Our relation was full of ups and downs
Though we wished the best for it without any frowns.
The ride together was bumpy but still went on a positive note
A journey is also not smooth always, be it a car or a boat.
You always used to be your parents girl
Making me clear from the beginning without any swirl.
I respected you for your priority in them over me
But I developed an insecurity which you couldn't see.
Bidding me goodbye on and off was easy for you
So I tried my best to catch you by the shoe.
I became protective for you due to that fact
Thinking you could any time leave me and react.
Got converted into possessive and a dominant guy
In order to ensure you stay with me and don't  fly.
But the motive was not to hurt  you or rule,
That insecurity had made me an angry fool.
As a result, I became a person full of faults
And thus time had come for you to throw me out of all vaults.
 
Insecurity in me,Insecurity in love
You went over me and all the way above.
Going away you gave me many reasons to work upon
As if the relation was a big curse which you could not hold on.
A product would also be useless like a person would be
If guarantee does not come with it and commitments flee.
Still I tried my best but did make some mistakes 
But was never in my life a person,who fakes.
I felt terrible that time but now trying to become as strong as a rod
In this process,forgiveness was demanded by me from god.
For all the pain and trouble I caused to you,
It was sensible that you left me and withdrew.
So not even,one regret or complaint
Took long time for it,as I am not any saint.
You were loved and I wish u all the best
God is with you and he would take care of the rest.
Sometimes fights do lead to demanding an explanation
But always remember love is a journey and not a destination.
Insecurity in me,Insecurity in love
You went over me and all the way above.

 


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