Time won't heal you

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
How is it possible to still be this sad?

Submitted: March 20, 2014

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Take me back to the times when my heart was light and did not bloodcurdlingly scream every time you infiltrated my memories. 

Take me back to the times when I was content with nothing more but breathing you in and sighing all my flaws out because you turned me around; you would not settle until you banished every demon out of me. 

This is no way to live. Waking up only to count down hours before my body can be exhausted enough to stumble back into bed. I go to sleep with the rising sun and wake up when it’s saying goodbye; sometimes I don’t get to see the sun at all. I’m more and more convinced that I am constantly sick because I haven’t opened a window in this apartment since I moved in and I fill the room with a pack of heavy cigarette smoke every day. I don’t eat very often and when I do, it’s disgusting greasy fast food I picked up because I cannot pick up my own rattling bones neither can I find the energy to create something with my dirty hands. I burn a scar into everything I touch so I stopped touching. Who let me live like this? Who let me into the real world and left me there to rot? Are you coming back for me? Is someone sending help? Are you on your way? 


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