My Overwealming Pain!

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic
I wrote this a long time ago and was on one of my old pages- I wrote this when i was in a pretty dark place and thought that nothing i did was good enough at the time and frankly i couldn't see the light to the end of the tunnel. I was in so much pain at the time and i didn't know how to deal with any of it.

Submitted: August 30, 2017

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My overwealming pain

 

 

The pain we all have we hide inside,

 

and never show anyone.

 

We are scared of what people will say.

 

So we fake a smile everyday lying to the people we love.

 

We begin to wonder what's the point in all the misery.

 

I feel completely empty as if there is nothing left inside 

 

I lock myself away and don't talk to anyone

 

Why should i when all i cause is pain.

 

My mind is so messed up,

 

with so much unwanted thoughts

 

No one even cares, they don't know i even exist.

 

This feeling i have it's possessive, like i have evil in me.

 

one moment i am happy then next I'm angry. 

 

No wonder i keep losing people in my life

 

when all i do is push them away.

 

I just want to cry constantly

 

and tear my heart out

 

it wouldnt even matter, no one will notice. 

 

I've given up on life,

 

The pain is too overwealming.

 

For so many years i faked a smile

 

but for once i want it to be real. 

 

I should do what's best for everyone

 

and just die...


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