Miss Moni May

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Knowing that we were so close to dating! ITS APRIL.....

Submitted: April 11, 2013

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Miss Moni May

By: Austin Garber

 

May,

So close to may.  As the days go by it gets warmer and warmer, spring is here at last. May, so close to may, so close to walking down the streets with you.  January was so cold, all the gossip and the lies created so much fog. At first we froze, being crippled by the pain of lies and people judging us.

But then we decided to let them talk, let them gossip, so long as we know how we feel we’ll be alright. Monica did you really know how you felt? Weeks go by, we thought we were alright, over a month and a half of a relationship that I wouldn’t give up for anything. I admired you since July, waiting patiently to see if the feelings were real, and they were.

Over 6 months of waiting and planning, dreaming and wishing. I never thought it’d ever work. I go back to December all the time, how it all happened, how I was dying to ask you to my Girlfriend. Then I finally had the courage to ask you, and when you said yes I was on top of the world.

A year’s worth of praying to God asking for someone JUST LIKE YOU to come into my life, and now it’s finally here. I was happy and 100% content with our relationship, then the storm came that made May seem like forever to wait for.

Oh Monica HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! All the times we spent, just planning out our dates, and what we would do, FOR NOTHING!

I fought so hard to keep what we had alive. Being beaten and twisted all because I LOVED YOU! All because I wanted to be with you forever! All because I wanted you! The dozens of people who told me it wouldn’t last I fought!! I cut them down like animals as I SCREAMED at them. “No! Monica’s not like that! She is loyal, and she is everything I want, and there is NO WAY SHES LEAVING!”

 

I was so proud of how hard I fought, cause I love you. When I had bad days you were always a phone call away. 3 PM still makes me cry EVERY FUCKING DAY! And you know why.

Then one Saturday night, at 12:15 AM we were talking. And there in that blink of an eye, I was alone and thrown away AGAIN! YOU LEFT ME!

Oh Monica HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! All the times we spent, just planning out our dates, and what we would do, FOR NOTHING. Its April now and its so close to May, as I lay here screaming into the silence. Torturing myself with the present you gave me for Valentine ’s Day.

“Be mine” it said. I WAS yours, and I still AM yours.

Its Hell waiting for you to come back, or whether you even come back or not. No matter what people say, I’m going to believe you’re coming back, and that you still care about me the same way. I love you so much Monica, please don’t forget.

 

And maybe, we’ll get to walk down the streets for the first time in May….

 

Yours Devotedly

 

 

 


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