As I lay dying (going solo)

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Oh a path on redemption and self discovery;Jonathan Mc Carthy has been through a lot in his child hood.His entire life has been based on everyone determining who he should be,and who he will become. However Jonathan draws the line after his mother dies,and father goes loses his mind.This causes Jonathan to turn his back on everyone around him including his best friend Tommy Henderson. Now Jonathan chooses his own light deciding to follow his love of music bringing the struggles of life on his shoulders. What will it take for Jonathan to finally discover him self and become the man that he should have found all along in his child hood? Read to find out

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what I Done.

Submitted: April 27, 2011

Oh a path on redemption and self discovery;Jonathan Mc Carthy has been through a lot in his child hood.His entire life has been based on everyone determining who he should be,and who he will become. However Jonathan draws the line after his mother dies,and father goes loses his mind.This causes Jonathan to turn his back on everyone around him including his best friend Tommy Henderson. Now Jonathan chooses his own light deciding to follow his love of music bringing the struggles of life on his shoulders. What will it take for Jonathan to finally discover him self and become the man that he should have found all along in his child hood? Read to find out Read Chapter

losing it

Submitted: April 30, 2011

Most of the nights i would stay away having injected myself like 3 times and snorted twice, repeated the process and wonder why I was sti... Read Chapter

The Intervention

Submitted: May 01, 2011

I am a twenty three year old man, sitting in a room full of people I have recently come to loathe with a passion.They have asked me to gi... Read Chapter

Talking to God(s)

Submitted: May 01, 2011

I sat down at the Hotel Bar next to a slim long haired Blond women with hazel eyes , porcelain skin dressed in a geek goddess made like d... Read Chapter

Talking to God(s) 2

Submitted: May 04, 2011

"Whats up new york!!!!!" They cheered with posters of me and choker lifted in their hands, I told some random person I loved them and the... Read Chapter

The Heads Up Tour

Submitted: May 05, 2011

The band was under stress debating back and forth if Sundays Gone was gonna tour with us still. In the mean time my lawyer was struggling... Read Chapter

next month for the heads up tour

Submitted: May 09, 2011

I coughed up blood in my sleep, probably since i don't remember doing that when i was awake.The entire bus stank and from where this tour... Read Chapter

Break from heads up tour

Submitted: May 10, 2011

After a set in Malibu Florida, Stacey went on our tour bus and found drugs in everything from gum packages to empty nail polish bottles. ... Read Chapter

Drama vs insanity

Submitted: May 11, 2011

Borderline personality disorder is defined as a personality disorder in which a prolonged disturbance of personality function in a person... Read Chapter

While on tour

Submitted: May 20, 2011

We finished touring in Japan with our newest touring guitarist Phil McCrackin.Who was keep on call in case something happen to kelli or J... Read Chapter

Its Complicated

Submitted: May 20, 2011

I completely relapsed. What else is new? I couldn't stay off any longer and I let the struggles of life completely defeat me. I went ... Read Chapter

System of a down

Submitted: May 21, 2011

I did not like rehab .I was constanly in pain, spent nights after nights bored out 0f my mind, and some times suffering was the most exci... Read Chapter

Never looked back

Submitted: May 21, 2011

I thought the day I left Choker I was going to loose myself and relaspe but honestly nothing happen. Turns out after I left I just wanted... Read Chapter

The last chapter

Submitted: May 22, 2011

The neighborhood hadn't changed at all..We pulled up in front of Pete's house next to the basketball court.It felt like only yesterday we... Read Chapter