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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
About the feeling of the deep pain that sits in your heart when you have wronged someone you love.

Submitted: December 09, 2013

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Submitted: December 09, 2013



The last time we seen eachother, reminds me of the love we once shared together
I still hurt up until this very moment, i never called you because I no longer felt important
In your eyes, thinking about the tears and the devastating goodbyes
How fucked up am I?
Never have i ever caused so much hurt to a precious body
Maybe thats the reason I lied.

I was looking forward to the phone call we had lastnight
You told me an accompliment you achieved, all the work has paid off
The only thing to do no isn't in my best company

I'm not what they think

I'm not the one you love

I'm crazy, remember you told me that

Im fake, hiding behind paper and thin ink.

I remember when I used to run out the door
Knowing you were chasing me, but don't remember what for
You dragged your body down the road as my foot has already pressed the gas peddle to the floor
And the moments afterwards
I remember how warm i would get when your heart would hold me tight
I remember your eyes in the sun
The time at the party in highschool where we found love again at first sight.

I am a different person from then

I developed true sadness

I have this pain in my heart that reminds me of the reason why I feel so stressed

Today, I cannot stop crying
I'm sad about everything though nothing is dying
It's you, the boy I've loved for years
I don't know how to control my feelings or sober up from the tainted tears


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