Various Poems by E.VA

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Since I have a lot of poems, some alright, other's... horrid... I figured I should put them all into one place. Many were done while I was very very young. Forgive their rough exteriors.

I use the name E.VA in homage to my paternal grandmother who was supportive of my writing up until she passed away.

I occasionally make/post the newer poems in a closed facebook group called Multiplicity, A Poetry Writers Sanctuary and some of these poems have been read by the poetry reading show, "the Dear John Show" on Facebook.

Hope you enjoy the poetry.
Take care and be well.
Lainey.

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Various Poems


Since I have alot of poems, some alright, other's... horid... I figured I should put them all into one place
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Various Poems by E.VA # 1 Six Feet Under In My Cradle Tomb


My family and I got into an argument where I found out that as a child, I took very ill and was not meant to live.
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Various Poems by E. VA # 2 My Heart's Angel

Dedicated to my Fiance, for his love, patience and understanding of my broken wings.... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA # 3 Buttons

Have you ever had a conversation with someone over a controversial subject and they said something profound that changes your view of how you percieved past events/activites/concepts? If you have, have you ever then found it hard to revert back to your former views? Or, have you found yourself interested in almost a perverse way to explore further this "new" perception? Found yourself searching both yourself and others to find similarities/commonalities to your "new" concepts of life/living/memory and the past? *chuckles* Essentually, that is this poem, Buttons.

Anyone who doesn't understand what i'm babbling on about raise your hand *raises my hand* *laughs* If that wasn't a good explaination *chuckles* I guess it made sense to me at the time will have to do. *chuckles*
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Various Poems by E.VA # 4 Dancing Moon

The Moon sees a lot of our lives, throughout its phazes we go through ours and as much as we study, as much as others study ourselves and the moon...There's always one more story, one more battle, one more treasure trove to tell. Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA # 5 Silence

If time were a snake, it would be one you would not know of whether it was dangerous or harmless. Not knowing of it, you would not know which way to run if your constant companion, the snake, fixed its eyes upon you to end your life.
Whichever way you ran through life, the snake of time is there and between its fangs you reap the benifits and sorrows of your journey; therefore, hold closely the sum of your memories and the bulk of your experiences. Only by doing so, will the point when your snake has bitten come as a relief to a journey well traveled and heralded by the songs of your life.
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Various poems by E. VA # 6 Drive by

Various poems by E. VA # 6 Drive by Drive by Time ticks The hand's hours turn My eyes play tricks As the sound makes my sto... Read Chapter

Various poems # 7 In my Silence

Various poems # 7 In my Silence In my silence Tick tock goes the clock on my mantel and i in silence wait Tick tock goes the... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #8 Au revoir

Various Poems by E. VA #8 Au revoir Au revoir We loved each other once beneath this hallowed full mooned sky but under that ... Read Chapter

Various poems by E. VA # 9 Cheat

Various poems by E. VA # 9 Cheat Cheat Adder's fang and Serpent's tongue lift this curse that you have done upon my heart, da... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #10 Stay

Various Poems by E.VA #10 Stay An SD poem. Stay. Stay the hand, Let not the fingers touch the keys. Stay the hand, Won't ... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #11 If Only I Had But Known

Various Poems by E.VA #11 If Only I Had But Known IF ONLY I HAD BUT KNOWN.(In remembrance of those who have left the family tree but ... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #12 Labels

Various Poems by E. VA #12 Labels Labels Like knows like Kin seeks kin All who seek knowledge from that stem begin Peel bac... Read Chapter

Various poems by E.V.A #13 Frozen

Various poems by E.V.A #13 Frozen Frozen Time passes, winter pales Leaves fall into bitter hands Looking skyward she is froze... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #14 Seal

Various Poems by E.VA #14 Seal Seal Infernal contraption Dasterly deed Who ever made this cruel thing better take heed I... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #15 Poetic Justice

Poetic Justice enacted by a horid poem being taken.... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #16 Workday Grind

Various Poems by E. VA #16 Workday Grind Workday Grind Forgotten trails of vibrant, busy minds Dreams, lost to the folds of tim... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.V.A #17 In One Moment

Various Poems by E.V.A #17 In One Moment In one moment. In one invite to a party You were strong and hearty Alive and full o... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #18 Wedding Bliss

Various Poems by E. VA #18 Wedding Bliss Wedding bliss. Featherlight flight among the starry night Swooping, sweeping ever wea... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #20 Oakwood Shadow

Various Poems by E. VA #20 Oakwood Shadow Oakwood shadow Bitter wood's tongue, oh, the curse I have rung For upon my murderous... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #21 Broken Mirror

Various Poems by E.VA #21 Broken Mirror Broken Mirror In the mirror I see my reflection... Dancing upon the frame.... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #22 Arachne

Various Poems by E. VA #22 Arachne Arachne Dance along the lines of fate for it is I who lie in wait. Be it not sorrow nor d... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #23 Eternity

Various Poems by E.VA #23 Eternity Eternity When we sit on the lake of eternity Our eyes open but blind Will we see the w... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #24 Searching for Answers.

Various Poems by E.VA #24 Searching for Answers. Searching for answers He recognized Her in the darkness Confused, new and alo... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #25 Transition

Various Poems by E.VA #25 Transition Transition with the warm glow i am forgotten in the light my hands are not my own and... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA#26 Opposites

Dedicated to my little sister.
We may squabble, want to hurt and disavow any knowledge of the other near 25/7 but... in the end brat, i'm still your big sister. Read Chapter

Various Poems #28 Venomous

Various poems #28 Venomous   Cast out Frozen in disbelif Outstretched hands in prayer Shorn Legs vaulting, r... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #29 Lost hope.

A Frozen Soul A pit of windowless dreams Doors closed and no escape Choking on reality I am Nothing. ... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E.VA #30 Shadows of Yesterday

Oft alone and silent are we, whom walk among graves unseen. Betwixed the cold and hallowed stone, lay memories of flesh and bone. ... Read Chapter

Various Poems by E. VA #31 Lullaby

Dedicated to my future child.
The Dark fears you, not the other way around. Read Chapter

Gaslit

Had a horrible couple years now of ups and downs and being made out to be the villain in people's life stories. I'm done with it. Read Chapter

Flashbacks

If I have been quiet or withdrawn, forgive me. Demons of the past untie the fragile gauze that keeps the ill memories at bay and lea... Read Chapter

Techno-colour bullshit

Techno-colour bullshit. By E.VA. I looked out my window today... The sky was blue... The grass was green... The typical day-... Read Chapter

In the rain

Mourning is like the ground after a summer's rain. All the tears have fallen from the clouds and the memory  of ... Read Chapter

Deamon Bitch pt2


posted also on my facebook.
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Because of you


Tough feelings to sort through regarding loss. Also posted on my Facebook.
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I Refuse!


Posted as well on my Facebook.
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Deamon Bitch pt1


(Posting the brief poem I made in response to a writing prompt in a different group that had a picture of a naked woman with a heart in her lap, the heart knit by a spool of red thread named hope.
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this was posted as well on my facebook.
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Vindication


posted as well on my facebook
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Lay Me Down


This poem is posted as well on my facebook. It got nominated and displayed for a month as a feature on one of my poetry groups I post too on FB. The poem was also asked to be displayed on a Poetry
website page. Hope you like it as well.
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My spirit animal


Also posted on my facebook. It was also asked to be displayed on a Poetry site page's. Hope you like it as well.
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On my Doorstep


Posted as well on my Facebook.
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Air


Posted as well on my Facebook.
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Imposter syndrome


Posted as well to my facebook. (the picture is one that I drew under my pen name E.VA)
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Mirror Mirror on the wall should I exist at all?


Posted as well on my facebook writing group's page.
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Ghost


This is also posted on my facebook writing page.
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Skeletal


Posted as well on my facebook writing group
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Haunted


Posted as well on my FB writing group page.
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Masks


Writing prompt asked us to write a poem about masks and disguises.
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My fault


It is hell to be female.
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Loss

Loss. I was asked to write my eulogy... But all I could think of was how life had made a fool of me. Life told me,... Read Chapter

Three little words

THREE LITTLE WORDS Three little words broke my heart today... Swirling up pain I had... And long struggled to bury... Read Chapter

LIKE HELL


It seems to be a reoccurring pattern. I find myself surrounded by people who profess their friendship that immediately turn upon me like vultures believing any little snippet of negativity or drama
than me. Leaving me alone in a crowd and actively trying to make me out to be the villain so that they can wash my blood off their hands.... i walk away, keeping my silence as the truth will out
that i am innocent and i will have vindication when people realize the harm they did to me when those same assholes decide to turn on them and they dare look for my sympathy. People only see the
reaction, never the cause.
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Insomnia


I can't sleep anymore.
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Villany

VILLANY thy name is mine. Hands that have never raised in hate. Tongue that has never meant true harm. Fingers tha... Read Chapter

Expected thaw


Everyone always expects the victim's path to recovery begins with forgiveness...Fuck that.
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Cowardess

Cowardess Would you call Atlas, a coward? Were he to not remove a hand to swing a fist, Were he not to waste breath in a return o... Read Chapter

Outlive you

OUTLIVE YOU   My hair a nest of carrion knots Strands ... Read Chapter

What doesn't kill...


At what point is enough fucking enough....
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Vestigial Childhood


How much of one's childhood is vestigial and ya can do without the pain of memory?
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What about me...


When like clockwork, patterns repeat themselves, can you trust anything anymore?
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Excuse me while I breathe...


Despite everything, I still feel like I need permission to live.
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Who am I?


I often feel woefully unqualified to leave a comment about the poem or body of work.


This poem is also posted on a fb group page.
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out of darkness


When hurt so much and so often, daring to move forward is daunting.
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Two thousand, three hundred and twenty nine mistakes.

Two thousand, three hundred and twenty nine mistakes. Rend your blade of insults across my flesh. Bleed me until your love is n... Read Chapter

Agora

Agora. Sharp. The pain in the skull. Memory sinks like knives to dull to pierce. Jabbed roughly through hide made tough by scar... Read Chapter

Fed

Fed. You ordered decency... And some Respect... Maybe a bit of dessert called humane treatment a la monde... But instead... Read Chapter