Hard Breath

One aggrieve in life make my life hard to live;
But one happiness,I feel is more than a aggrieve I feel;
There is so many persons who love me;
But only one person is enough to give aggrieve to me;
I take my breath too hard that I am a culprit;
Every breath I take is the feeling of another aggrieve pass;
Now my heart is always in fear;
I am in the haze of aggrieve nothing see so clear;
My heart wants to come out from my body;
And every time I am trembling and only trembling;
My mind at one point is burst and I am free;
But the sins I have done can't gave me satisfaction even after life;
I wants to fly and want back that days of happiness,I felt before;
I want my delights back and to live with the silent heart and mind;
But my efforts can't stop till my last but silent breath;
I wants to live happily with my family till I have strength to live.