If I Could Tell You.

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic
Wrote this when my boyfriend was away.

Submitted: June 17, 2014

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Submitted: June 17, 2014

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If I could tell you...
I would tell you how much you mean to me.
I would tell you that I have always wanted to be yours.
I would tell you that you deserve the best in life,
And deserve to be happy.
I would tell you just because we are young, we are still human beings that have to make our own life.
I would tell you that you should want the best for yourself in this world,
No one can control your happiness in your life unless you let them.
I would tell you no one is perfect, but you should not let people bring you down.
I would tell you that for a happy relationship you should not bring your partner down.
It is selfish and you should want the best for you and your partner.
If I could tell you,
I would tell you how much I hurt, but how I stay strong through hope and faith.
I would tell you that you are stronger than you know.
I would tell you just what you mean to me.
I would tell you how I long for you to understand.
I would tell you that I can't do this alone and its not fair to be in a relationship when you’re the only one holding on.
I would tell you that you’re the only guy that I talk to and how I am fine with that.
If I could get it through to you I would tell you that I am happy doing what I do. 
If I could tell you
I would tell you that you deserve respect and that comes from happiness ,kindness, and love.
I would tell you that I am ready to commit to you, but I need your help too.
I would tell you that you’re a great guy and you have a lot to be proud of.
I would tell you that no one can take your accomplishments away from you
You’re a son, you graduated high school, and you’re a Soldier.
If I could tell you.
I would tell you that people come into your life for reasons.
I would tell you to look at us and all we have been through.
I have come into your life to give you the best, even though, I am not perfect.
I would tell you that I have come into your life to show you what love really is like,
What it is like to have someone who truly cares and loves you.
I would tell you that I am not here for you to take advantage of my love or to take my love granted.
I would tell you that you can do anything that you set your mind to.
I would tell you that jealousy is not love, and I have been there in the past.
I would tell you that I was raised to know how to be in a relationship and what it takes.
A relationship should be easy and not hard.
I would tell you that we do have trust issues, but if we work together it will work out for the best.
I would tell you that a relationship is not about control, but about being happy and loving one another.
I would tell you that you have to build yourself up,and that your not alone.
I would tell you that I need you as much as you say you need me.
I would tell you that other people can't run your life for you.
If I could tell you.
I would tell you that I want the "real you" all the time.
I would tell you that you don't need to hide your identity. 
You are you, and always will be yourself.
I would tell you how happy you seem when you are around people where you can be yourself.
I would tell you that it will bring you down pretending to be someone your not.
I would tell you that if you wanted a happy healthy relationship your going to have to do your best.
I would tell you that you need to think and do what makes you happy, and be with who makes you happy.
I would tell you how much it hurts me to see you hiding your identity.
I would tell you how much it hurts with you being selfish and just not working with me.
I would tell you how much it hurts when you just walk away and don't think.
I would tell you that I despise chasing you.
I would tell you that I fight for you,
and have fight all I could.
I would tell you how much I am wanting us to work this out and despite our differences we have a chance at this if we both try.
I would tell you that you can't be happy with us fighting all the time.
I would tell you that you know a lot, and I can only hope that you will start thinking.
I would tell you that everything you do effects everyone around you.
And I only hope you meet me halfway in this relationship.
I would tell you that you have the care and love,
and you have someone working with you.
I love you and I will see you soon.
Love,
Ashlyn Fay


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